Mr. Freeman once said that “Art is about making mistakes and learning from them.” Melinda Sordino, the protagonist in the book Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson, could certainly relate to that. During the beginning of the book, Melinda suffers from PTSD due to her being raped by Andy Evans that summer. She has no friends to talk to, and she will not talk to her parents. Over the course of the book, Melinda gains a few friends and slowly learns how to speak again. At the end of the book, Melinda has finally found the courage to tell someone what really happened that summer. Although it is true that Melinda has other turning points in her life such as the tree project, Melinda’s closet, and Andy Evans sexually assaulting Melinda, Andy Evans, Melinda’s …show more content…
Melinda has been traumatized by him that she can not even stand being near him, and her ability to talk to others has gone away. In fact, towards the middle of the book, Andy comes up to Melinda while she is practicing drawing her trees. She says, “ IT: “Hello? Anyone home? Are you deaf? IT stares at my face. I crush my jaws together so hard my teeth crumble to dust. I am a frozen in the headlights of a tractor trailer” (161). Melinda is frozen whenever Andy is around her. Everytime she is near him, she runs away because she is scared of what will happen to her. The incident that summer left a big mark on Melinda since Andy had raped her. Melinda has not had the courage to tell someone how she is really feeling, so she has to keep everything inside of her. Also, towards the beginning of the book, Melinda is taping up posters when Andy comes up to her. She says, “IT found me again. I thought I could ignore IT… I can smell him over the noise of the metal shop and I drop my poster and the masking tape and I want to throw up and I can smell him and I run and he remembers and he knows” (86). Melinda is constantly reliving the moment whenever she sees Andy Evans. She feels like she can not run away from what is happening to her. Melinda is all by herself and she has no one to talk to about her problems. Just being by Andy too is making her worse. Additionally, towards the beginning of the book, Andy Evans …show more content…
In fact, Melinda’s bad parents have made it hard for Melinda to express what she is feeling to them. Towards the beginning of the book, Melinda’s mom sees the cut on Melinda’s wrist. Melinda says, “Mom sees the wrist at breakfast. Mom: ‘I don’t have time for this, Melinda.’ Me: She says suicide is for cowards” (88). Melinda’s mom doesn’t even care about asking Melinda why she cut herself. Instead she tells Melinda to stop hurting herself. A good parent would have asked their child why they cut themselves, and would have tried to talk to them about the situation. Melinda’s mom is just ignoring the situation because she doesn’t have enough time to talk to Melinda. Melinda can not seem to talk to her parents because she knows that her parents will not believe her. Also towards the middle of the book, Melinda is sitting with her parents in the principal’s office. She says, “Mother: ‘She’s jerking us around to get attention.’ Me: [inside my head] Would you listen? Would you believe me? Fat chance” (114). Melinda has stopped telling her parents how she really feels because she knows that they will not believe her. Melinda’s mother is even accusing Melinda of being quiet just to get attention. Melinda is not a person to go as far as being quiet to get attention. Her mom should have known that. Melinda’s parents do not even seem to notice Melinda at all. Her mom is always busy with work everyday and
At this point in the novel, the only thing revealed about what happened was that she had called the cops on a high school party during summer, leaving her friends mad at her. Melinda went through the first few classes and lunch on her terrible first day, finding them all completely miserable.
“Speak” by Laurie Halse Anderson was first recognized as an inappropriate book in 2001 by Wesley Scroggins. Speak is about a girl named Melinda who is raped at a party by Andy Evans during the summer and she calls the police. She is socially rejected by her old friends. Her friends don’t know the whole story but only know that Melinda called the cops and ruined the most important part of the summer. But Melinda manages to find solace in her art class taught by Mr. Freemen.
In the book “Speak” Laurie Halse Anderson writes about a young teen, Melinda Sordino, an outsider and a despised person who is entering high school. Melinda shutdown an end-of-summer party by calling the police, she was heavily intoxicated and she got raped. She has a troublesome time fitting in and finding her way through high school, while she is still hoping to make it out alive. Melinda’s ex-best friend Rachel and her other ex-friends will not talk or be friends with her anymore because after what she did. Melinda is concealing her secret about being raped from Rachel, her ex-friends, and her parents.
The damage caused by her experiences at the party left her feeling broken and hopeless, and is the cause of her depression. Secondly, as the diseased branches on the large tree in Melinda’s yard are being cut down her father states that “by cutting off the damage, you can make it possible for the tree to grow again,” and that it will eventually be “the strongest on the block” (Anderson 187). The tree represents Melinda, and the diseased branches represent the damage that was left behind from the incident during the party. She refuses to talk about what happened, and due to that, it’s slowly dragging her even deeper into depression, however, if she would open up and talk about it she would have the ability to pull herself out.
This relates to her and her struggle but then she recognized it and she taught herself through it and finally changed it to where she speaks for herself now. Melinda finally speaking out changed her whole school year. It had made Melinda’s year so much better. It was definitely had to overcome her fear of speaking but I bet she is glad she was finally able to overcome it.
(175) She is warning other girls about Andy anonymously by writing this on the stall. The most significant thing she does in the whole book is when she is cleaning out the closet she had hidden in for a lot of the book, and Andy comes in to try to rape her again but she fights back instead of going into bunny rabbit mode she would have done in the past. She ends up finishing the fight with a shard of glass pointed directly at his throat and says triumphantly “I said no.” (195) Defeating Andy Evans makes melinda feel comfortable to talk with her parents about being raped, and makes life much better for Melinda. Spring is the season of birth and the rebirth of plants and
At the end of the story she finally found her voice and was able to stand up for herself. In the beginning, Melinda didn't talk to anyone, barely even to her parents. She says, “I have tried so hard to forget every second of that stupid party and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can't tell them what really happened” (Anderson, 28).
After Melinda admits to herself that she was raped, Melinda starts to realize that
All of her friends turned their back on Melinda, made fun of her, made her life a living hell. Her parent did not notice that her friends had turned their back on her until late into the school year and it is almost over. Her parents did not do their job in taking care of their baby girl because they were tired from work and did not have a healthy relationship themself. Melinda got stuck in a cycle because of what Andy did to her. She was battling depression basically alone, she had one girl who talked to her out of everybody in her school willingly Heather.
She insists that she really wants to tell her secret, but to “hand over the guilt and mistake and anger to someone else” won’t help her get rid of the horrible memory. Instead, she kept her tragic experience to herself and hid in the closet. What propelled Melinda’s confession was when she refused to help heather with prom. That led to her overcoming her fear and confess to Rachelle about what really happened the night of the party. As previously seen the reader can say that Melinda put in practice the quote, “Bad human communication leaves us less room to grow.”
Once she finally spoke up, her life started to get a lot better because she was finally able to begin the healing process. Melinda didn’t get through all of the stuff that had happened to her during that year by herself, including the summer and during school. She was able to begin healing because
Melinda, in a lot of ways, starts out like that it the book. She becomes a shell of herself from before the party happened and because no one else was there, she is lonely and doesn't have anybody to go to and to make matters even worse, she’s covered by the reputation that she has formed. In the book, Laurie Halse Anderson uses symbolism to convey exactly what Melinda can't say. In the beginning of the book, Melinda starts high school carrying her emotional wounds with her after something happens mysterious to her at a party during the summer.
In addition, Melinda’s parents think that Melinda is being purposefully difficult to be dealt with and is asking for attention in an immature way. Moreover, they jump to conclusions and assume this as they do no think that something happened to Melinda to make her need extra attention. By being impatient and clueless to their child, they are guilty of poor parenting. As a matter of fact, the parents do not notice how Melinda feels internally. They are bewildered as to what happened to their child and even when they should be able to tell something is wrong by looking at Melinda’s wrist, they do not have an impact on helping Melinda’s situation about why she has changed.
• Melinda 's silence is triggered by different causes. The tragic event of the summer scars her deeply. By being raped she feels something has been taken away from her, as would any rape victim. The silence helps her avoid the memories that will always haunt her. I believe she is afraid of people’s perceptions of the truth.
One incident over night could damage someone's whole life. Also could potentially scare them for a long period of time. Melinda is a character in Laurie Anderson book. Melinda had gotten raped, which makes her not want to talk to anyone. Melinda feels as if she has no one to go to, not even her parents or friends.