Laurie Halse Anderson's Speak is a novel that makes a definite argument. In short, the novel argues that if you are a victim of a sexual assault, you will need to speak about it in order for yourself to grow and heal. As you probably know, there are lots of difficult reasons why victims of sexual assault might have a hard time speaking up about what's happened to them. Like Melinda Sordino, main character of Speak, they might be ashamed or afraid of what will happen if they tell. Speak is the story of Melinda Sordino, a high school freshman. She tells her story in her own words, in the present tense. This telling seems to be a kind of internal monologue. Melinda doesn't talk much to others, but she sure hasn't stopped talking to herself; she …show more content…
Melinda feels disturbed by the sexuality of her high school peers, really because she is a victim of sexual violence and yet, she always blamed herself. She feels like if she was doing what she was supposed to, the whole "Rape" thing wouldnt have never happened so she blames herself. She also blames herself because she does not feel ready for this next phase of life. "It happened. There is no avoiding it, no forgetting. No running away, or flying, or burying, or hiding. Andy Evans raped me in August when i was drunk and too young to know what was happening. It wasn't my fault. He hurt me. It wasn't my fault. And i'm not going to let it kill me. I can grow." Coming to terms with what happened to her allows her to finally accept that she is entering this new stage, and look forward to her future. My favorite characters were Melinda and Mr. Freeman because while she was going through a hard time and a tough experience Mr. Freeman was helping her through the process of growing. I like how the Art teacher (Mr.Freeman) connected to her and made her think deeply. Mr. Freeman helped Melinda find her voice in three main ways: he allowed Melinda to express herself through art in his class, he gave Melinda praise when deserved and criticism when needed, and he helped Melinda come outside of her comfort zone, but at her own …show more content…
Shut your trap, button your lip, can it. All that crap you hear on TV about communication and expressing feelings is a lie. Nobody really wants to hear what you have to say." This quote relates to the title of the book "speak" it shows how Melinda believes that she will benefit from being silent. The quote shows that Melinda actually have a voice but only inside her head not anywhere else. This line shows a big part of her personality. "He's not chopping down. He's saving it. By cutting off the damage, you make it possible for the tree to grow again." In this quote, we can substitute Melinda as the tree. Melinda is going through the same procedure as the tree. If Melinda put her past behind her and move on, it will give her a chance to grow. "Let me tell you about it." This quote made me happy because it was coming from a girl who stayed to herself, who wouldn't tell anybody anything, even though she had experienced something tragic. Deep down inside, her not to say nothing was hurting her even
Furthermore, Melinda had admitted that she could “[feel] the wind blow and hear the mockingbird whistling on the way back to her nest. But when [she tries] to carve it, it looks like a dead tree, toothpicks, a child’s drawing. [She cannot] bring it to life” (78). She wistfully imagines confessing her distress, but she remains reluctant and retreats from transitioning into speaking again. There are many moments within the novel where Anderson uses symbolism to illustrate Melinda's desire to refurbish her life as this one, but it is hard for Melinda to do so without the choice of acknowledging what happened.
Although, she meets a new girl named Heather and becomes friends with her, although they have little to none similarities. Even with Heather’s friendship, Melinda is still depressed until she discovers art and an old janitor’s closet. Although she’s somewhat stable after finding the closet, she sees Andy Evans in the halls and calls him “IT.” After her encounter with him, she begins to become miserable again.
Melinda struggles with keeping the same relationships she once had. Melinda’s family becomes very distant and comes to the stage of Melinda is not sure they care like they once
Melinda also exhibits self-loathing tendencies by avoiding mirrors and by engaging in negative self-talk. This aspect of the novel will allow for the reader to relate to how Melinda is dealing with the situation, but also to self-identify how they are dealing with their situation differently. The decline in Melinda’s functioning is quite extensive; she stops engaging in conversation and her hygiene, school work and attendance plummet. Here, the reader is shown how extensive the effects trauma can have in someone’s life and allows them to learn about it in a private setting without the pressure of speaking about what has happened to them
After going through an intense experience, most people are going to be left in shock. In the novel Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson, a girl entering her freshman year in high school named Melinda had called the police at a party she attended after being sexually assaulted by an older student. Throughout the novel Melinda had felt as if she had lost her ability to speak but ends up finding her way through written words to help her regain her ability to speak. After the party where Melinda was sexually assaulted she had felt she lost her ability to speak. She started to write less on the post-it notes written to her parents and started become more distant from everything around her, especially at school.
Melinda is not telling people about her emotions, instead she is hiding in a closet away from her fears and
The next way that other students shape Melinda’s identity is through giving her hope and then taking it away when she did not realize that she had any. When Melinda finds out that Heather decided to go her own way,
Melinda expresses various forms of communication through letters left on school lockers, sticky notes to her parents and notebooks passed between students. Melinda didn’t speak up when she was raped, so people made all sorts of assumptions about her and no one accepted her. When Melinda had the courage to confess her secret about what happened to her the night of the party she still didn’t speak. Alternately, Melinda passed notes to Rachel explaining everything. Even after the whole school found about Andy Evans, Melinda still has not spoken.
Mr. Freeman always has something to compliment Melinda on “ You are on fire Melinda, I can see it in your eyes.” (61) On the last day of school, Melinda hands Mr.Freeman her tree. Mr. Freeman says “You have been through a lot.” (198) Melinda responds” Let me tell you all about it.” (198)
At the end of the story she finally found her voice and was able to stand up for herself. In the beginning, Melinda didn't talk to anyone, barely even to her parents. She says, “I have tried so hard to forget every second of that stupid party and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can't tell them what really happened” (Anderson, 28).
After Melinda admits to herself that she was raped, Melinda starts to realize that
For instance, she tells rachel about what happened at the party. Once Melinda learns that Andy and Rachel are attending prom together, she needed to tell Rachel about what Andy did. “I was stupid and drunk and I didn’t know what was happening and then he hurt-I scribbled that out-raped me” (183). Melinda finally telling someone about what happened is a perfect example of her recovery. At the beginning of the novel, she could not even talk to her friends.
Melinda, in a lot of ways, starts out like that it the book. She becomes a shell of herself from before the party happened and because no one else was there, she is lonely and doesn't have anybody to go to and to make matters even worse, she’s covered by the reputation that she has formed. In the book, Laurie Halse Anderson uses symbolism to convey exactly what Melinda can't say. In the beginning of the book, Melinda starts high school carrying her emotional wounds with her after something happens mysterious to her at a party during the summer.
Speak Journal Response This journal is in response to the novel Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. As a coming-of-age contemporary novel, Speak discusses many sensitive issues that are still prominent even today. In this story, we explore the life of Melinda Sordino, a fourteen-year-old girl who is beginning high school right after experiencing an utterly traumatic event: rape. Melinda is left friendless, with no one to help and support her after what happened.
In the book Speak, written by Laurie Halse Anderson, Melinda Sordino, a 9th grader at Merryweather High School, called the cops during Kyle Rodger’s end-of-summer party. She had a good reason to call the cops, but because she busted the party, everyone at school hates her. She gets bullied all the time, and her ‘friends’ avoid her without trying to find out what happened. So, in the beginning of the book, Melinda is an outcast in the school. After a short time, Melinda meets Heather, who transferred from another school.