Amadeus Movie Reaction

I did not really like the film ‘’Amadeus” when it started, especially the background instrumentals and the big hairs. I can’t relate because it felt like I had nothing in common with them. The rivalry in music is undeniably not my line. But, as it goes on, my mind was suddenly filled with thoughts, questions and realizations, all at the same time. How is it that there are people who can easily outshine what we do despite our tremendous work or practice? How can they be great at the one thing we truly desire? How is it that they possess that thing we’ve asked for in most of our lives? It’s frustrating to see and know that other people acquire the things we thought they don’t deserve to have. But that is one of the truths about life. Not all

You’ll start turning your back on Him, and blame Him for your bitterness. Not thinking if it is wrong or not, you’d do everything in a dirty competition way like making your enemy as your friend. Just like how Salieri made Mozart feel like he is his friend. At first it feels like you’re winning, but eventually, you will realize you are not, and it doesn’t get better so you’ll start to think of something new, something more horrible, regardless of what the effect may be. You will go far beyond your limits. And I also realized that it wasn't just the feeling of defeat that makes us feel inferior, but also the people in our lives, the kinds which can never be pleased, those who never saw the goodness we possess, and those who never believed in us and in what we are capable of doing. Because when you grow up proving yourself always or deprived to execute what you genuinely crave, you become an inferior person. When you can finally do what you really wanted to do, you do it to its extent. When it became too much, you became vulnerable. Especially if it is the only thing in your life that made you see yourself as somewhat as a special, worthy, needed and noticed. Because it makes you want to defend it and to have it always at all possible cost, regardless of who you destroy to have it and the ways and what you execute to preserve