Life will be overflowing with challenges but that's to be expected, As everyone experiences some sort of problem or discomfort that might irritate them. That's to be expected but what matters is how people can handle those situations and not repeat their mistakes causing them a more drastic time. Some find their way out of a situation that you never want to be in by making the right decisions and others turn to have a harder challenge. The novel “speak” by Laurie Halse Anderson displays this as a young teen girl, her name Melinda sordino going into her first year of high school and facing many problems and challenges as she is unable to communicate with others about all the horrific things that have happened to her in school and outside of …show more content…
Melinda, a freshman girl attending MerryWeather High School in Syracuse, New York starts her new year off by consistently getting made fun of and being left out as she is part of no groups, no sports clubs, and even activities. She also has no friends at school except one, her name Heather, from ohio. Heather had just moved to New York from Ohio and is new. Melinda had recently found this old abandoned janitor's closet as she hides there to stay away from people and she also skips her classes as well. Her grades weren’t helping her either, She was consistently getting made fun of being talked about and abandoned by everyone because they didn't know the truth due to Melinda not speaking up for herself. The author also symbolizes mirrors in the book because Melinda took the mirror down from her room due to herself not being able to recognize herself anymore, she was a whole new person she never knew. Melinda also took a maya angelou poster and covered her mirror in her safe place. Maya Angelou was an author who was a selective mute and there is a connection between her and Melinda as they both did not speak, Melinda for the first 3 quarters of school was very quiet and to herself. Melinda heavily avoided Andy Evans the guy who …show more content…
Melinda in this new marking quarter doesn't hide as much as she used to by skipping her classes and she has a new friend, Ivy from her art class, a class that she liked and felt like it was a safe place. During the duration of the fourth-making period spring naked a significant change in Melinda as she had better grades, and now a friend to talk to as well. In PE Melinda played a tennis match with her old friend Nichole who is a very athletic person. Melinda lost as expected but she made the game close as she did very well and she tried in that match. This marked a big change in Melinda because Melinda previously had not tried in anything competitive and Melinda also thought she wasn't good enough for anything but here she tried and did well and she was able to recognize that she is good at something. Melinda was worried about her old friend Rachel who was dating Andy Evans so she got the courage to tell Rachel she was raped at the party by Andy Evans but Rachel said she was only jealous and trying to hurt their relationship. This also marks a big change in Melinda because she spoke up for herself unlike earlier in the book when she would not. There is a part in the book where there was a marker stain on Melinda’s shirt and she had to go to the bathroom to wash it off and Ivy helped her do so. During this
At this point in the novel, the only thing revealed about what happened was that she had called the cops on a high school party during summer, leaving her friends mad at her. Melinda went through the first few classes and lunch on her terrible first day, finding them all completely miserable.
From the beginning of the book, where she seeks to avoid herself to now where Melinda empowers herself and stands up against
For example, on page one-hundred and twenty-four of the novel, Melinda states, “I have to stay away from the closet, go to all my classes. I will make myself normal. Forget the rest of it.” This shows that Melinda has not been good in school and been interacting with
Melinda also exhibits self-loathing tendencies by avoiding mirrors and by engaging in negative self-talk. This aspect of the novel will allow for the reader to relate to how Melinda is dealing with the situation, but also to self-identify how they are dealing with their situation differently. The decline in Melinda’s functioning is quite extensive; she stops engaging in conversation and her hygiene, school work and attendance plummet. Here, the reader is shown how extensive the effects trauma can have in someone’s life and allows them to learn about it in a private setting without the pressure of speaking about what has happened to them
Also, the closet her “safe place” she always used to hide what happened at the party from everyone else becomes a dangerous place. “It”, also known as Andy Evans the boy who rapes her at the party breaks into the closet and tries to sexually assault her again. Melinda realizes she can't let this happen again and therefore fights back with everything she has. She realizes that her closet is not safe anymore and that she can't hide from her trauma. And that she can't hide from this problem, and she needs to stand up and speak to the problem.
Near the end of the book, Melinda started standing up for herself and developing a new confidence. “I’m tough enough to play and strong enough to win.”(pg 170) For most of the book, Melinda always thought she was doing everything wrong “ I feel bad that I didn’t.” (pg 72) was a common theme for her. Melinda always did whatever people told her to do especially Heather “‘ I won’t help you.”’
At the beginning of the novel, Melinda silences herself as a way to protect herself from the painful memories and
We know that all her ex-friends and a bunch of other kids are really mad at her. She also hints that something awful has happened to her, and she wants to tell somebody about it but can't. We find out that people are mad at Melinda because they hold her responsible for an end-of-summer party being busted. Melinda is physically and verbally assaulted at school on a semi-regular basis, prompting her to keep to herself more and more. We also learn that a bad thing happened to her at the party, and that's why she called the police.
This finally shows how much Melinda has grown and how much she has found her voice. Melinda's growth is demonstrated through her finally being able to say no to Andy unlike the first time, and Melinda saying no shows how she was able to find her voice. Melinda's growth and escape from depression is expressed at the end of the
At the end of the story she finally found her voice and was able to stand up for herself. In the beginning, Melinda didn't talk to anyone, barely even to her parents. She says, “I have tried so hard to forget every second of that stupid party and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can't tell them what really happened” (Anderson, 28).
Melinda is ready to share with a trusted adult how she really felt on the inside throughout this school year. Melinda has changed as a person drastically throughout the story partly because of her drawing trees. I think she has now fully recovered from the incident and is ready to grow even more. The story of Speak and Melinda Sordino shows how art can be a powerful thing.
In Speak, Melinda begins recovering from her attack by trying to do better at school and starting to speak out. To begin with, Melinda shows her recovery by trying to do better at school. For instance, she starts doing better in her gym class. While playing tennis, Melinda tries her best to win against Nicole, the athletic goddess. “The ball explodes on the court, leaving a crater before Nicole can blink.
This chapter ends with David being allowed to record what goes on in class practically beating Mr. Neck, and Melinda calls David her hero. Melinda began to feel inspired by what David had done as his act of standing up to Mr. Neck reminded Melinda of her struggle of not being able to speak up about what happened to her. David showed her that speaking up can change things and that people will get what they deserve. Moreover, the chapter “Wishbone” shows that Melinda feels stuck or trapped in the same place. She has so much more to her than she lets on, but it’s all hidden inside because she can’t get herself to speak, it also reveals that she is in a lot of pain.
Looking through the eyes of her classmates, Melinda is a social reject, a freak, a target. “The girl behind me jams her knees onto my back…the girl with the arrested brother…yanks my hair…”(29). In a feeble attempt to get revenge, two students used childish antics to get their message of anger across to Melinda. They expressed their resentment for Melinda for ruining a party, but their actions had been influenced by a tiny puzzle piece of information that they had believed to be the bigger picture. They neither witnessed nor asked what happened to Melinda as to why she called the police during the party.
Melinda, in a lot of ways, starts out like that it the book. She becomes a shell of herself from before the party happened and because no one else was there, she is lonely and doesn't have anybody to go to and to make matters even worse, she’s covered by the reputation that she has formed. In the book, Laurie Halse Anderson uses symbolism to convey exactly what Melinda can't say. In the beginning of the book, Melinda starts high school carrying her emotional wounds with her after something happens mysterious to her at a party during the summer.