Essay About Life Is Unfair

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is unfair. If you don 't have it, someone else has. If you have it, someone may not have it as well. When I became a special mom, I totally experienced this truth in everything I encountered. I got jealous to regular kids and parents I saw. I wish I had their lives. I felt I had been betrayed for life gave me what I do not like. I felt humiliated everytime a stranger stares at my son. I wish I had their child. I was broken into pieces everytime I witness a child who develops normally effortlessly. I wish I had that comfortable life. I was devastated when my son had life support while others were freely enjoying being a child. Why me? Why my son? Life is unfair. It will remain that way. But after all these, one struggle after another, one milestone …show more content…

Everytime I talked to this mom who stops working even if she loves the job so much, to raise her child with autism, I remember that question. While our experiences are difficult in the eyes of others, it has become a random act of sacrifice to us special parents. It just comes naturally. Now, I have understood why God says "NO" sometimes. It takes a NO to unfold what we can see that others cannot. Lesson 74: One of the greatest lesson JJ taught me is to wait. His slow paced life led me to life 's greatest lesson indeed. It is a lesson we mostly fail to learn in our fast paced life today. Instant coffee, instant noodles, fast foods, fast net connection, instant relationships, instant fame, instant money, instant job, etc., are what we mostly favor. We will do everything to get what we want at the shortest time possible. These shortcuts are impossible for children like JJ. With them, PROCESS is important than PRODUCT. I would sometimes surpass and be captivated by going fast but mostly results are not sustainable. They will just forget. I really do not know why and how a special kid can do wonders to a mother like me. I don 't also know what

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