Personal Narrative: The Beauty Of Football

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Football has defined me as a person growing up, developing me to being the person you see today. The thrilling experience and the excitement surrounding playing against a local football team are unmatched. When you come onto the pitch, you forget your worries and your problems, and you concentrate on completing the simple task at hand of putting the ball in the back of their net and protecting yours.
The late Sir Terence Pratchett expresses the beauty of football brilliantly in relation to what I think of it, “The thing about football - the important thing about football - is that it is not just about football.” I always wanted to perform well against whomever we played against, but that wasn’t always the case, I was failing miserably. I wasn’t playing in the Champions League final; I was playing at a local football pitch with two guys who came to watch us because there is a nearby grocery store and they didn’t have anything better to do. Nevertheless, I …show more content…

Unity and understanding within our team were high. I was playing with the likes of Big Bear, Abandi, and Jasem week in and week out. I am a perfectionist by nature, and I wanted to give amazing performances every time I stepped onto the green, hope-filled pitch that we played on.
I was applying pressure on myself to perform for our team, but I found myself doing the opposite. “Sorry, guys,” I found myself repeating that phrase often as I raised my hand, showing my disappointment and asking for my teammates’ forgiveness for making a mistake. I passed the ball to opponents more often than I would like to admit, and made stupid defensive errors. I was absolutely awful.
My anxiety was building up; my inner conflict of HAVING to perform crushed me. My perfectionist mentality was the reason for the downhill slope I was heading for, and at the end was nothing but pity and depression. In spite of this, I decided to face the adversity facing

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