Bizarre Confessions Analysis

Bizarre Confessions I realized the dangers involved in heavy or extreme S/M domination scenes. The first time I participated in a session getting a request to be relentless, I had a major problem accepting what I was expected to do. I was young and extremely strong for a woman, so administering tough S/M was not the problem. I was amazed that it was not uncommon for a man to request smothering scenes, also referred to as sexual asphyxia. It is an intentional reduction of oxygen to the brain in order to induce a sexual response. Cutting off the ability for someone to breath is definitely considered "edge-play". Edge-Play, in my book, means on the edge of dangerous and bizarre, but it's really even more dangerous. The clients who had asked for suffocation scenes ranged from approximate twenty-five to sixty-five years old. They were masochists because their session agenda always involved heavy bondage and heavy S/M (pain) and sometimes cross-dressing, a strong fetish for leather, nylons or latex, and all but one were into masturbation. Three clients stand out in my mind. The rest of this chapter is about extreme pain and bizarre sex. Because

asked permission to unzip a royal blue, velvet pouch and display his fancy on a petite pocket mirror on top of the dungeon’s counter. He tapped out several, two-inch lines of the white powdery substance, all neatly parallel to each other then took a thick red straw and snorted a line into his nostrils. He then rubbed the residue on his finger across his upper and lower gums. He offered a snort to me, but I politely refused, as I did not dabble in the devil’s workshop, only in my own. I was at work and I did not do drugs. With a little disappointment in his voice and a sense of doubt at my response, he turned to me with a wild stare in his eyes and said he was ready to go at my command. That sounded like topping from the bottom to me. I overlooked