The Need for Love Feeling loved compared to being loved are two totally different concepts that people have trouble telling the difference between. Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson is a fiction novel where the main character, Melinda, faces different problems and feelings about how the different people in her life love her throughout her freshman year of high school. Her parents are no help throughout all of this. Even though they may love Melinda, she certainly does not feel as if they do. Anderson uses symbolism in Speak to exhibit the importance of feeling loved. Feeling loved is expressed through the use of notes to speak to people in Melinda’s life. This is shown as symbolism because Melinda feels she can not talk to anyone face to face. Melinda writes to her parents instead of talking to them because she knows they will not listen to her and she feels that this is the most effective way. Melinda says, “We …show more content…
Because Melinda and her family mainly talk like that there is little to no family bonding and Melinda is not getting the love and attention she needs in this rough time in her life. It is not just her parents she is feeling the neglect from. She also wrote to her friends through notes. Melinda has no friends this school year because of what happened over the summer at a party when she called the cops because a senior in high school, Andy Evans, brutally raped her, but everyone in school does not know that. When she finds out that her old friend, Rachel, starts to date Andy, she wants to help her. She was too afraid to tell her in person so she wrote her an anonymous note. Melinda says that “I wrote her a note, a left-handed note, so she wouldn’t know it’s from me”
Speaking up takes courage and trust, Even though Melinda spoke up, she was betrayed after that. After Melinda told her friend, Rachel what had happened and who did it, she was betrayed. As stated (pg. 184) “”Liar!” she stumbles out of her chair and grabs her books off the table. “I can't believe you.
At this point in the novel, the only thing revealed about what happened was that she had called the cops on a high school party during summer, leaving her friends mad at her. Melinda went through the first few classes and lunch on her terrible first day, finding them all completely miserable.
In the book Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson, she is trying to say that friends and friendships change over time. The first change that we found out about in the book was the group the Plane Janes that Melinda was in and they were best friend but they split over the summer, which was a change in a big group of friends. A second change between friendships was Ivy and Melinda they were apart of the Plane Janes but were never close until the ending of the school year. They were in the same art class which made them become close, through their artwork, which was a good change of friendship.
I believe the author chose this title because Melinda didn't, and felt like she couldn't, speak up because she thought nobody would listen or believe her. On page 183 the author wrote, “Oh my God, I am so sorry, she writes. Why didn’t you tell me? I couldn’t tell anybody.” Melinda decided to cope with her pain and depression by speaking only when necessary.
Haley also uses emotive language to create a sense of empathy with the characters and their experiences. For example, when Kunta is sold at auction and separated from his family, Haley writes, "He felt a deep, soul-wrenching loneliness, a feeling of utter aloneness. " This language evokes a sense of the intense emotional pain that Kunta and other enslaved people would have experienced as a result of their forced separation from loved ones. Furthermore, Haley uses dialogue effectively to convey the characters' inner thoughts and emotions.
She is obviously alone and something terrible has happened for her to bust that end of summer party right before High School. In the book, Melinda has a closet at the school that she has claimed a hers. She has this closet because she doesn’t want to be alone at lunch and doesn’t go to her classes very often. An example of her escaping her classes and thoughts is,” I know my head isn’t screwed on straight. I want to leave, transfer, warp myself to another galaxy.
In this current generation depression is becoming more and more prevalent in impressionable teenagers. This issue of depression is also an important theme in the book Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson in which the main character Melinda tries to overcome after a traumatic summer party. Throughout the novel there are many displays and signs of Melinda's depression. Of these signs the three most noticeable include her low self-esteem which is seen in every one of her decisions, habits of isolation/social withdrawal at school and even at home, and self harm. She unveils these signs of depression with every test and challenge she faces.
She is mentally struggling, and they cannot even tell because of how much they are not home. They do not even hear her out or ask why her grades are so low. They just assume that she is being lazy and not doing her work. This is an example of miscommunication because Melinda feels trapped inside her own mind, and her parents are expecting too much from her with the mental state that she is in at this time. In the play as well as the novel, the parents and the teenager do not communicate well with each other, and this causes the teenagers to feel alone, frustrated, and
“There is no point looking for my ex- friends. Our clan, the Plain Janes, has splintered and the pieces are being absorbed by rival factions”(pg 4) . This shows how Melinda's friend group has split and now with more people of “their liking” such as the popular kids. Melinda then became depressed and lost the ability
This finally shows how much Melinda has grown and how much she has found her voice. Melinda's growth is demonstrated through her finally being able to say no to Andy unlike the first time, and Melinda saying no shows how she was able to find her voice. Melinda's growth and escape from depression is expressed at the end of the
At the end of the story she finally found her voice and was able to stand up for herself. In the beginning, Melinda didn't talk to anyone, barely even to her parents. She says, “I have tried so hard to forget every second of that stupid party and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can't tell them what really happened” (Anderson, 28).
After Melinda admits to herself that she was raped, Melinda starts to realize that
Work.) Melinda did not speak when she was at home, her parents and she communicated through notes at home, and this shows that Melinda's parents realized she wouldn’t speak, but doesn’t know why, and that was their only way of communicating with her. “Me:”I said no.” He nods. Someone is pounding on the door.
After the rape her grades drop which means her parents are not only disappointed but they are frustrated with her. (Link) Nevertheless, Melinda is going through other thoughts and feelings inside
Melinda, in a lot of ways, starts out like that it the book. She becomes a shell of herself from before the party happened and because no one else was there, she is lonely and doesn't have anybody to go to and to make matters even worse, she’s covered by the reputation that she has formed. In the book, Laurie Halse Anderson uses symbolism to convey exactly what Melinda can't say. In the beginning of the book, Melinda starts high school carrying her emotional wounds with her after something happens mysterious to her at a party during the summer.