I was felt the need to compare myself to others after while I stop bc I started loving myself. I was always a quite and conservative person. I was realizing the things I was doing was not me at all. So I changed my group of friends and start going through life a different way. I feel like I found myself and still is finding myself.
To this day I still enjoy a good cheesy dad joke, but that being said they are no longer something to make laugh so hard I pee my pants. When I was a little girl I practically admired anybody that said a pun, because in my mind whoever could come up with a pun had a special type of brain. In my mind they had a certain type of intelligence that took years to achieve. I mean after all, how else could they come up with such cool plays on words? When I look at my sense of humor now, though I still enjoy a good play on words, my sense of humor is definitely a lot more sexual and even a bit mean sometimes.
I was kind of nervous because I have never meet these people. When I meet them I wasn't nervous anymore. When we got to his friend's house we waited for one of his other friends. When his other friend got there we went to lunch. After we ate we started heading to the golf course.
For example, I really love the color black, I mean it’s all I ever wear like only dark colors. Another thing you should know about me is just about how much my friends mean to me. As soon as you and I just start talking and hanging out, I consider us friends. Well, I mean there really isn't anything else interesting in my life that happened except when me and Jairo went paint balling and just bare with me here. this was the first time I and Jairo went paintballing.
You always acted like you hated me, no matter what I tried, offer even if I did anything, you seemed to be the one person who definitely wanted me out of this group ... It's weird, you know, how we're friends (if we even are still friends after I wrote this) or really that we're friends in the first place... Idek... Where to start.... You know how we always referred to ourselves as "the fish" people thought that we were the deep, creative, in-sync, Pisceans or something. Like having the same sign would make us guaranteed awesome friends... Or maybe I was the only one who thought that? I don't know, but they (I?) weren't completely right.
Why should I be friends with people who don’t even care to check in on me? That question lingered in my mind that whole week and weekend, when I finally realized that there are changes that come with high school and this was going to be one of them. They didn’t talk to me or try to figure out what was wrong, they moved on with their lives like I had never even been a part of them. I couldn’t sit around and waste away the rest of my year, hoping they would care about me again, so I had to move on too. All the exciting ideas and plans we had made, I would experience with new people.
On these two days I also made a new friend because of how funny our faces were. I would like to travel back and see her again because she moved two years ago. It would be an amazing journey to see her at that moment. These days were my favorite because of the fun I had eating and trying them. The lemon candies were pleasantly delicious and the lime juice made everyone laugh because of their
Sometimes I wish people would understand this because I have probably missed out on many opportunities to create good friends but at the same time maybe it's a good thing because I need friends that have a lot of patients. I personally feel it's worth the wait because once you finally get past that will and you're introduced to the real me you'll see a side that you'd never even have imagined. Who doesn't like a witty person that is fueled by sarcasm but at the same time is also incredibly warm and supportive of those I care about. The person inside loves to laugh and will tell you lots of stories about the crazy situations that my slightly dysfunctional family gets up to and the stupid clumsy things that I have