Essay About Good Grades

I thought I was fine. I used to believe school was the most important thing in my life. My priorities were a mess, as also my thoughts and feelings. The worst part is that I thought that was fine, I thought that was life. I wasn’t honest; I pushed everyone down so I can be at the top. School makes you believe that having good grades is the key of a successful life and human being, maybe they don’t want you to understand that, but everything they do when awarding and mentioning the ones with good grades is what you understand when you are little. Because when you are at the top of your class they listen to you, but if you weren’t you were just another student at the corner. It is sad but it is the truth. My feelings and thoughts were a mess.

I had hunger and thirst, but not of righteousness I had thirst and hunger of knowing God. That’s when I understand lots of thing that had happened in my life, and that God was always talking to me, and that I always wanted to feel his love but is not that easy to believe in something that you cant see. The day passed and I started to realize how lucky and grateful I was for everything in my life, and for how stupid I have being for treating everybody wrong, and for not giving my family the attention and love they deserved, but I was mostly asking forgiveness to myself for not taking care of me as the way I deserved, and for not doing the things I love but the things people have always told me to do. I wasn’t happy. When the moon came out I went to the chapel to talk to God. I have never cried that much in my entire life. I was so sorry for ignoring him all this years, and for all my sins that at the end they made me suffer more that they made me happy. I was on my knees and I have never felt so small, is a feeling I don’t think I can describe, it felt good to be small and to feel God in my heart to feel him finally inside of me. I felt his love and I wouldn’t change those moments for anything in the