Graduation Speech: Spotsy Sophomore

We had known each other for about a year but that was a lot so we continued to go from there at last we got on to high school but in my sophomore year, It was like I was living a nightmare With great terror, I screamed for help but no one was there it felt as if I was paralyzed in a lone dark room with no sigh of light what so ever. Time was running out with no way out, I was slowly suffocating. But when I woke up and went to school I wanted to never come back. I wanted a time machine to go back to see what I had done wrong. Why did it have to be on the day of my birthday?

Discussion:Ms.Torres expressed concern with Dennard 's behaviors. She reported that Dennard skips school refuses to take his medication and disappears for a couple days/weeks. She stated that his behavior has been declining since October of last year and would like to explore other options to support him. Dennard reported that some of the incident, ie (legal issues) was all misunderstanding. HWE observed Dennard comportment to be defiant, and impatient.

One week, they took me to a clinic because my body just shutdown.But even worse, the day I almost couldn 't take it anymore was when my dad went to the U.S but we couldn 't join him because didn 't have papers. Literally from there, everything was pitch black to me and I stayed from school for a couple of weeks.From then on, I completely rejected God. All my life I was a good child so I don 't know how his could

I soon quit the team because I could not take it anymore. The hardest part about quitting was telling the few friends that I had about my decision. After my last week, I attended a church camp in Missouri. There I had the worst week of my life, mostly from hate and depression. After that week, I thought that life had nothing for me.

There was no season for me, just another disappointment. After I had heard the news, my mom had to calm me down for 20 minutes, that’s how much this meant to me. This was my first year ever being cut from the basketball team, and I had no idea what the feeling was like. I didn’t like it. I felt as if the rest of my life was over and there was nothing left for me to do.

Before going to Immaculata, I went to Hillsborough High School. Despite the acclaim the school gets, such as recently being ranked the fourteenth best school in the state of New Jersey, I was extremely miserable for the entirety of the time I went to the school. I had nobody I could talk with within the school, as every student avoided me, and the guidance counselors were more concerned with burying complaints to continue advertising a positive environment. Not even my teachers cared about me, as I would often be ignored when asking questions and I was even skipped over when groups were assigned multiple times. By the end of Sophomore year, I was extremely depressed, and would have no energy to do anything after doing my homework.

My first beating occurred when I was only seven years old. I came home one day with a devastated look on my face; I knew what was going to happen to me next. My father asked for my report card, looked at the first grade and threw it at my feet. One B in my grade book earned me a slap to my face and no television for the next two weeks. I returned to school the next day.

I started school and by no surprise I was the worst, and the dullest in my class. Still now when I see one of my old classmates in of elementary or middle school I hide so that I don’t have to see their expression. I was such a horrible student that even my beloved grandmother said the I’m never going to go to college. It even got so far that even me, myself was fearing my future. That could be the reason why I never appreciated my birthday.

So when that plan failed spectacularly, I was destroyed. The life I had set out for myself unraveled before my eyes I could do nothing about it. Worse still was that the failure was my own doing. After spending my first two years of college at University of Washington Bothell I began to notice changes occurring in my life. I was no longer spending time with friends or family,

I would like to address the barriers and situation that occurred during the first week of my clinical rotation at Allina United. I understand that my lack of professionalism during the first few days have put my successful completion and graduation of the post baccalaureate nursing program in jeopardy. I would like to make a formal apology to the College of St. Scholastica faculty, my peers and the staff at United Hospital. I recognize and understand that all students face difficult life situations during their academic career but all situations are different and mine is both uncommon and has proven to be a significant barrier to my success. In late June, I became unexpectedly homeless.

Two months had gone by before I was able to fully return to school. Overwhelmed with all the material I had missed, I simply struggled in returning. Test, quizzes, and homework from various classes began to conquer my confidence in a successful year. I soon accepted the false thoughts that consumed my determination, I had given up on the year not even half way through it. My grades began to dropping, all the hard work I had put in, over my high school career, for the sake of my GPA didn 't matter to me anymore.

Hey Priya as you know i was gone for week and missed a hefty amount of work which in turn made my grades drop significantly however what you don 't know (probably unless my guardians told you) that week i was gone i was actually placed into a psychiatric ward (heritage oaks) for that week due to my self harm i was deemed a danger to myself and i had to go to heritage oaks there i was put on anti-depressant because apparently i am depressed and i have been feeling this way for a while,ironically however since the anti depressants I 've been having a lot more suicidal thoughts and it makes it hard to work when your questioning whether i should live anymore and why should i do anything were all gonna end up dead, now i don 't really like to use

At first I thought the whole thing was fake in my head and didn’t believe it so I just went on with my day. Last block came about and that was my only normal class of the day believe it or not. Then I went home and nothing really happened after that. Then Friday came along, students were still goin crazy and I didn’t know what to think about that. So for the whole day I was freaking out basically, weird sounds were coming about, students we 're going home sick left and right, it was just a weird week of school.

Even in a room full of people, I felt alone. When I was a sophomore, I moved from the East coast, to the South. With a time zone in between my old life and my new one, I knew this transition would not be an easy one. On the first of school, fight or flight instincts kicked in and I wanted to run away. Coming from a school of one thousand students to one quadruple the size was frightening.

Therapy was emotionally and physically draining process for seven months for three times a week. Therapy started in September and each session lasted for about two hours. I could not participate in any physical activity, barely could walk for a certain distance, and my grades started to drop. I was even advised to stretch during class if I did go to school. Throughout the day, I would get a tingling sensation in my leg, which felt like a bullet traveling down my left buttock and exploding out of my big toe.