Allegra Terry Dhyne English 1-Period 2 6 March 2023 Amir’s Atonement Guilt is an integral part of the human experience. It forces us to confront our flaws and change for the better so we can attempt to make amends in the future. In the novel The Kite Runner, Khaled Hosseini explores these themes of guilt and redemption through the character of Amir, a young boy in Afghanistan who witnesses the rape of his best friend and does nothing to stop it. He struggles with the consequences of this well into adulthood, and the guilt weighs heavily on him. However, throughout the novel, Amir atones for his wrongdoings which ultimately benefits his relationships with others and allows him to make peace with himself. At the beginning of the novel, Amir’s …show more content…
After conditions in Afghanistan become unsafe, Amir and Baba flee to America as refugees. At first, Amir sees this as an opportunity because, for him, America is a clean slate, a way to escape his wrongdoings. He views America as “a river, roaring along, unmindful of the past. [He] could wade into this river, let [his] sins drown to the bottom” (136). Even in adulthood, Amir runs from his guilt instead of making amends. He resents himself for his actions but believes that the best way to alleviate his shame is to ignore it. However, he cannot escape his past. Amir’s guilt constantly gnaws at him as he often thinks back to Hassan and his regrets. After Amir and his wife try for a child and fail, they choose not to adopt. He blames himself for their misfortune, believing that “Perhaps something, someone, somewhere, had decided to deny [him] fatherhood for the things [he] had done” (188). Because Amir has not received outright punishment for his misdeeds, he imagines that every misfortune he encounters is a manifestation of his past. This indicates that Amir’s guilt has not only followed him to America, but is influencing his relationships with his wife and others around him. Even decades after the winter of 1975, he still has not told anyone about the most pivotal moment of his life. This omission weighs heavily on him and prevents him …show more content…
After years of no contact, Amir receives a call from Rahim Khan summoning him to Peshawar with the claim that he can absolve his wrongdoings. He travels to Pakistan and Rahim reveals that Hassan has been killed and Amir must retrieve his son Sohrab from an orphanage in Afghanistan. Amir realizes that “He was gone now, but a little part of him lived on. It was in Kabul. Waiting” (227). Sohrab is a parallel to Hassan, representing Hassan’s legacy and an opportunity for redemption. To be free of his guilt, Amir travels to his war-ridden hometown, risking his life. His willingness to sacrifice his life for Hassan’s child demonstrates that Amir is no longer running from his sins. When Amir finally finds Sohrab, he has been abused and traumatized by Assef. Amir rescues him and promises that he will be safe with him, and “As the boy’s pain soaked through [Amir’s] shirt, [he] saw that a kinship had taken root between [them]. What had happened in that room with Assef had irrevocably bound [them]” (320). At this point in the novel, both Sohrab and Amir have just experienced horrible things. Sohrab has been taken advantage of emotionally and physically by Assef, and Amir has been beaten to the brink of death. They both find safety in each other’s company and begin to build an important relationship. Not only does Sohrab provide Amir
Once Amir found Sohrab, he is not able to take him without a price, Assef wants to fight Amir for the boy. Assef became a leader of the Taliban and once he found that Hassan had a child, he wanted to take him. Amir fought Assef only because it was Assef’s way of keeping his promise and it was Amir’s way to gain redemption. Amir felt like it was time to redeem himself for his actions that night in the alley. In the alley Amir watched Hassan get raped by Assef, he did this because he wanted to show his power.
After Amir meets with Rahim Khan and knows the fact that Hassan’s son, Sohrab, was in the orphanage, it is time for him to seek redemption. Amir decision of bring Sohrab to Pakistan is because of not only Rahim Khan’s request but also a way to be good again. It is his first active step he takes towards atoning for his past and it demonstrates Amir’s first conscious decision to think of another before himself, even it means risking everything he has, including his life and the welfare of his family. Amir now understands that he can endeavour to gain redemption by sacrificing himself to rescue Sohrab. As Amir continues to find Sohrab and tries to save him from Assef, he is willing to sacrifice himself for a chance to get Sohrab back.
This guilt and shame follow Amir throughout his life, causing him to struggle with happiness and personal redemption. Ultimately, Amir finds a way to healthily make amends with his past, finding healing and closure from the past. After returning to Afghanistan, Amir encounters the one person that was capable of causing such unimaginable trauma, Assef. By this time, both Amir and Assef were grown adults but they never moved past Hassan’s assault.
The mission to save Sohrab provided an opportunity for Amir to finally right his past mistakes; he finally forced himself to fight back against his enemies. By fighting Assef, Amir absolved himself and rid his conscience of the guilt of not rescuing Hassan. Although throughout most of his life, Amir tried to forget about the things he had done wrong, by the end of the story, he had corrected his errors and was becoming the son who Baba would be proud
The realisation that Amir gained was the boost of energy he needed to face the consequences of his past by going back to Afghanistan. This was the first step towards redemption: acceptance. Before this, he never thought of the need to justify his past actions, and so, Amir attempts to purge his guilt by commencing a journey back to Afghanistan, in which he would entirely redeem himself later on. In addition, Amir pardons himself by fighting a person he should have fought many years ago—a boy named Assef. Assef is a malicious, tight-fisted character who assaulted Amir’s friend, Hassan, in an alleyway 27 years ago.
His heavy heart follows him throughout his adulthood and leads him down an unexpected journey filled with nostalgia and redemption. As Amir grows up, his guilt motivates him to be a better person by growing from his mistakes and learning from those around
After betraying Hassan, Amir always carried the weight of his assault on himself. When Amir hears that Hassan has died he blames himself for Hassan’s death. Following this, after Sohrab attempted suicide Amir finds himself desperate to save Sohrab. Amir prays to Allah and says; “My hands are stained with Hassan's blood; I pray God doesn't let them get stained with the blood of his boy too.” (Hosseini 346).
Sohrab is taken home because of his attempt at suicide when Amir says he can stay at an orphanage. This event causes guilt for Amir so he takes Sohrab home with him. Imagine if your nephew tried to kill himself just because you mentioned him going back to an orphanage. After this most people’s immediate response would be to bring him home with them. Amir already lost Hassan and he can’t deal with the guilt of losing Sohrab as well.
After he talks to Rahim Khan, he tells him the Hassan not only his childhood best friend but his half brother. Amir tries to help Hassan's own son, Sorab, who is his nephew that is locked in a orphanage. He ends up finding out that a taliab took Sorab. He is shocked when he finds where he is. He finds out that the head person there is Assef.
When growing up, Amir mistreated Hassan and took advantage of Hassan’s kindness and friendship. In one instance, Amir witnessed Hassan being raped by another boy, and he did nothing to stop it. Amir’s guilt from this event haunts him his whole life living in America and impacts his decisions. His journey shows his growth and is seen in his selfless actions. Throughout the novel,
To undo this guilt he does different actions in the positive way that show how his actions are now used for positive good deeds. Amir grows to become someone willing to die for Sohrab and believes Sohrab to be a part of his family which is ironic because Hassan was never able to become a part of their family due to social pressures. After Amir recognizes that Hassan knew all along Amir has a bigger feeling of guilt which is only washed away through constant deeds. One service is when Amir places the crumpled money for a positive outcome rather than to chase someone out, “ Earlier that morning, when I was certain no one was looking, I did something I had done twenty-six years earlier: I planted a fistful of crumpled money under a mattress ( 242) ”. As Amir grows as a character after ridding himself of different guilts he develops and grows by changing different actions that he has committed in the past as a sin.
Amir is haunted by his old ways which evidently resulted in his desire to fill the guilt with something meaningful. Amir’s aspirations to make amends for his past mistake are presented through his acts of bravery, which he commits in order to assuage the overwhelming guilt he feels after he betrays his friend Hassan. To accomplish this, Hosseini writes Amir as a character who is able to discard cowardice and embrace courage in order to claim the sense of redemption he longs for, ultimately illustrating that guilt fosters motivation to become a better man and make amends for past mistakes. At first, Amir was simply thinking about his personal desires and needs.
Later in the book, his regret did not allow him to fully experience his life, which in itself was a form of self-punishment and destructive. When Amir was contacted by Rahim Khan and found out Hassan had a child he was determined to find him, however, the director of the orphanage he was supposed to be in revealed that he had sold him to a Talib, when Amir attempts to rescue Sohrab from his Talib captor, he finds out it is Assef and his only option to rescue Sohrab is to fight him. Amir laughs as he is beaten, thinking to himself, “What was so funny was that, for the first time since the winter of
The author had us view Amir as selfish, guilty, and then working towards forgiveness. These characteristics help us to better understand the overall theme of the novel. They showtime stages that one goes through when they are on a path toward forgiveness. The themes of betrayal, guilt, and forgiveness all appear in this novel and are able to be seen clearly through the feelings and actions of
In Khaled Hosseini’s novel, The Kite Runner, Amir struggles to cope with his inaction during Hassan’s rape. Overwhelmed with guilt, Amir devises a plan to get Hassan and Ali dismissed so they would no longer be a constant reminder of all the times Hassan had protected him and his failure to do the same. The guilt of betraying Hassan burdens him for years, and even after he and Baba move to America, he carries the weight of his actions with him. However, after he accepts Rahim Khan’s request to rescue Sohrab and bring him to safety, Amir strives to leave behind the selfishness and cowardice he had previously succumbed to. Amir progressively begins to forgive himself for his injustices towards Hassan as he recognizes his evolution from a coward