It was a regular day at the gym at 6:30 am, year 2012. Adrenaline is a very big gymnastic facility. It has blue carpeted floors, had amazing locker rooms in which a lot of memories were made and you could see everything from one vantage point. At this point of my life I had been doing gymnastics for five years, I was 9 years old. My team just got done at the bars and where moving on to the floor. My hands bloody and taped up and I smelt like chalk and sweat. Starting with simple tumbling, we warmed up to more advanced tumbling. We came to my favorite part of warm ups, cross tumbling. Standing there on the floor waiting for my turn, I talked to my friend Mebo who’s your typical little girl with huge muscles. She had brown hair and the bluest eyes like the sky, but brighter. She had a round baby face giving you a clue that she’s a younger girl. “So, you ready for competition season to start?” I wondered. “Yea, I guess, I’m just nervous.” She murmured. “Me too. But don’t worry, you will do great. Your like the strongest one here, …show more content…
I stood there dumbfounded thinking for sure I couldn’t do this all by myself. But of course I knew that I could indeed do it by myself. For I have had two years of practicing and perfecting this skill. I remember a particularly bad practice a few weeks prior. I had done awful on every single event. We had conditioned really hard, to the point where I felt like crying. I felt exhausted. One more event I told myself, you can do it. We started to tumble and my coach was spotting me on my roundoff back handspring. But, I always kept messing up, never landing on my feet, my coach yelling at me to just do it already and not make a fool out of my self. So I tried even harder, but I never did well. I was relieved when the practice got over. I went to the locker room and just slumped down sweaty and gross and tired. And not to mention, I hurt
I was having mixed emotions; I was anxious because it would be the last time cheering with people I love, and I was afraid of messing up. I looked at my friend Landry and said, “We got this!” She looked at me and smiled. The music started and I began the routine which I had done millions of times before. After we finished our routine, the parents, the athletes, and my coaches met up so we could discuss how we thought we did.
For some reason I could not put it all together in the competition setting and ended up not clearing any bar the two first meets in a row. I felt like giving up, I had put my heart and soul into this and was not getting anywhere near the results I had expected. Even though I was at my lowest point I knew I loved the sport far too much to ever quit,
It was the moment I had been practicing for. I was finally going to try out for my middle school cheer team and hopefully make it. I was so excited I could barely focus on my classes that day. I had run through all of the steps at least 50 times that day. I had always wanted to do cheerleading and this was my moment to do it.
Deciding to go as soon a possible was a really good idea for me because I usually wait until the last minute. I feel like i'm a little ahead of my initial plan. It was originally for a standing and a roundoff back handspring but those are not the only skill I have gained, I have an aerial and i'm learning more. What I have learned
At the end of the final tryout, the coach called me over and told me the news I dreaded to hear: I hadn’t made the team. I wasn’t shocked, but I was infuriated with myself for letting others get to me. Failing to make the team wasn’t necessarily devastating, for being on the team wouldn’t have brought me the happiness nor relief I wanted. Failing to make the team was however humiliating, for I let myself believe I wasn’t of greatness due to purely unrelated distinctions. “Perhaps my skills are simply not up to par, maybe the coach noticed my weak performance, what if he just didn’t like me?” is all I thought the few days after his decision.
I remembered my father told me “ you better get ready because this is some real shit”. My body started to feel different, I wasn't feeling scared I was feeling adrenaline running all over by body. I couldn't wait for those roping skills and techniques to come to me, I had to work real hard. Those skills didn't come overnight. It was all the hours I spent in the arena practicing ,roping poles, bushes, dogs or anything I could see I would be able to rope.
Pushing yourself outside of your comfort zone was something I wasn 't used to at first. Usually, if I was unfamiliar or even slightly skeptical about something, there was no way you’d get me to try it. But gymnastics taught me to be more open and accepting towards new things. Eventually, I found myself eager to learn a new skill, even if it was intimidating.
For my coach’s theory practicing is the key to success not only in baseball also, in any sport. After class I went to practices to be a good baseball player and like my other teammates to achieve our goal. In fact, every time we were at practice our mentality was to make that practice the best one. One time at the field I was feeling bad and I can’t concentrate at the field because I had too much homework to do in my classes, it was my first week at college, I was trying to get ahead of everything and get comfortable with my new program, but at the end of the day I handle it
I've learned to do flips and drops and many other tricks. All was good until what happened one day at the end of my 8th grade school year. At the end of the year I was required to make a research project. We were in groups of either three or four.
The next event was floor and it was my turn to compete. During the middle of the routine I was doing a leap pass and I went to jump and in the middle of my jump I got distracted by one of my teammates and I came down and broke my growth plate in my ankle. I had to go to the emergency room
My coach said to me “It okay, just let that go and the next time you’ll get it.” I was surprised when she said that and I slowly started to embrace it learned that I can do it better next time. Growth can be dependable to any situations it challenges you to do
The level fours were chosen to go to the balance beam. All the level four athletes got up on the beam and started warming up, walking along the beam, kicks along the beam and even jump sequences on the beam. After the warm up our coach said “okay level fours I want you to work on skills, these being five jumps, five handstands and five cartwheels and the we would work on routines.” I slowly worked on handstands so I didn’t fall and I landed every single one right.
For the 2023 ballet final I performed a combination that we have been working on for the past couple of weeks. Within their final, there were many challenging movements for me that I have never experienced before. I am blessed that I had a challenge because I have improved as a ballet dancer overall. Ballet has never been my strong suit but within this class, I have grown so much, and I feel so comfortable performing ballet movements than I ever have in my life. After I performed the combination, I felt confident, but I knew that the performance wasn’t perfect.
Panting, I walked off the floor. Almost immediately, I receive a hug from my coach. I have just completed my last of four events at the 2014 State finals for gymnastics. In order to proceed onto regionals, I needed a certain score. As I turned around to view the scoreboard, tears welled up in my eyes.
I was so scared of failing that I couldn’t take that leap. When I came to a conclusion, I decided that whatever happened, I should trust myself to make it. I sped down the trampoline runway, quickly went into position, jumped and made a half-flip into the pit. Doing my first frontflip showed me that If I want to be successful, I need to trust myself more. After a while of racing down the tramp and flipping into the foam, I decided to challenge myself with flipping off of a high balance beam into the pit.