I hope and prayed that God will protect you not to make the mistakes I made in my life. There were things I wish I had not done...and things I should have done. But also, there were many things I’m glad to have done it. One, was marrying your Mom. I was truly fortunate and blessed to have met your Mom.
They are your best friend and soul mate wrapped up into one single person. You can only ever imagine loving anyone more than you love them is the beautiful creation you created with that person. I personally do not know what it is like to love a child that you have made with another person. I do not have children of my own yet, but I have helped raise many children in my lifetime so I feel as that is the close I can get to that at this moment. My mom and step-dad always worked a lot and being the oldest child meant I was left to babysit my three younger siblings that lived with me.
And honestly... I don't want to know because I’m truly scared to lose you. I said it all right; I am scared. I’m scared that you’ll forget me, I’m afraid that you will find someone better than me. I don’t want to become another person from your past.
So here this is for you Grandma, there may be many sleepless nights I lay awake thinking about you, hard days where I want to see you, times I cry to you, pray to you at night, just for you to realize there wont go one day where I won 't think about you, won 't miss you like crazy. You’ve made these years of my life amazing grandma, it’s sad I won 't get to spend any more birthdays with you, or sit with you, but you”ll be above me, above all of us, doing what you always do.. And we love you, heaven gained the brightest angel yet, God knows what he 's doing Grandma, he will take care of you, and we won 't ever forget you.
I remember when I was a little girl I loved to play with the dogs and the puppies. How they would run and chase after me and when lick my they had caught me. The way they stumbled behind me when I rolled down a hill. I remember the pure love I had with a pet that is said to be man’s best friend. Growing up for most of my life I usually always had a dog in my life.
Once you wish for a thing, there’s no turning back for it will be lifetime.” “I regret being here and being alone. Please, take me home. I miss my family, my parents” I begged. “Look at you, you are all alone in this peaceful island! This was your wish and I’ve given it to you.
When I say "I love you" to my family, I mean that I would do anything to protect them, that I am grateful for everything that they have done for me, and that even the biggest fight couldn't make me love them any less. This particular "I love you" is not used as much by me. My mother and my sister have always heard this, however; there are members of my family that I have never had this love for because it has never been even remotely reciprocated or shown. I know that this particular concept is not as present in your world, but it is in mine and even though I wish it were different, it isn't. The top level (and this is crazy to me) is how I say "I love you" to you...
I know that they will continue to be here for me in whatever way I need them to be. My loved ones truly are my joy, sanity, and biggest supporters. I don’t know how my educational journey would be possible without