I dealt with teachers that did not care if students knew how to do their taxes, but as long as they could recite the quadratic formula and the first three scenes of Shakespeare they would succeed in life. I also dealt with bullies shoving me into drink machines that could fall over at any second. When they taught how to prevent bullying, they say, "Tell a teacher." What would happen if the teachers did not plan to help? It was my junior year and only one a year remaining and I would be out of this horrible place called East Carteret.
Little by little days started piling up and we hit our one week together. We were texting that day and I sent her a song that I dedicated to her. It was my sisters first game and I went with her. I was hoping to talk to the love of my life but their was one problem. Her parents didn’t know we were going out and she didn’t want to tell them because they wouldn’t accept that we were going out.
Tyler has just started back at school; she’s now in secondary school. Things went back to normal in our house after our little holiday to my sister place. Jacinta was so happy to see them. I decided to made a promise to the girls that this time around I would not be dating for a while and when I do it will be with someone who truly loves and cares about me and the girls, not just someone who makes me feel less alone. I’ve started to get my life on track and claim child support for Tyler and Ellie from their fathers, whom weren’t very happy about, but they’ll get over it eventually.
The only problem though is that I am a very timid person and when I see someone really great I tend to underestimate myself and believe that I am not good enough and I should just give up but with all encouragement that I have and not just from my family but from my friends and teachers as well it helps have more confidence and know that I can become anything I want to. I love who I am today and don’t want to change that not even for fame. I would also love to have this job as I know that once I am old enough and I am married and have kids I will be able to provide, care and love for them. That would be the most important thing to me but right now I first want be able to reach that goal by fighting and working hard in order for me to succeed. What is a Singer?
I begged my mother to get me out of it and she refused and told me to deal with it. Now in New York there is the New York State Test, which is similar to the LEAP. We take it every year and it just so happened in my fifth grade year I had failed it miserably. I was put in a special education class, and was taken away from all my friends for math. It was helpful but very frustrating because the lessons were too easy.
There were times when my parents spoiled me but I was always taught to be thankful of the things that I had and to not be so selfish. Having two other siblings helped me prevent the want of being selfish. I do not know what I would do without my family. My family is very inspiring because they show me all aspects on how I should live my life through their experiences like education, parenting, and work ethic. My family’s past experiences also teach me how to live my life the best way possible.
When I first found out I wouldn’t be graduating, it was an Eye Opener for me. I had no clue what I would do, Consequently, I couldn’t pass the algebra 1 EOC test, along with the SAT or ACT. I thought to myself if I could at least have good enough grades I will get by. I don’t know why I thought that. I just really hoped for the best, later down the road 2 months have passed, I was sitting in 7th period and then my teacher got a call telling me to head down to the guidance counselor called me down, we talked about the direction I was going, my GPA was right where it should be.
However my father is having some financial problems. That is the reason why I applied for this scholarship. My mother had been diagnosed with breast cancer and aware of her condition in the spring of my junior year in high school. Back then,I did not weep, I did not flinch. In fact, I hardly even moved even though I was terrified of what was coming as I might be losing someone who had been there for me since I was a kid but from that point onward, I vowed that I would do anything and everything to please my mother and make her proud of me.Every subsequent award won and every honor bestowed upon me has been inspired by the recollection of my mother's plight.
This was a learning point in my life she was one of the smartest girls at school and could tell she had had grown up relatively quickly as she was only raised by a single mother. I knew that she was in another relationship before getting with me. At that point like any person they would obviously be jealous but, one thing I would never thought to say is that I’m glad I wasn’t her first boyfriend. Why you wonder? Because thanks to her experience with someone else, she basically showed me how to treat a woman that you don’t treat a woman the same way as you treat your friends, she showed me manners and she basically open my eyes to a whole different reality that I used to be a part
As always I made new friends because new guys will always come to school. I had a big group which I enjoyed hanging out with because they were carefree, they didn’t care what other people think and I liked that. But I had to learn that they weren’t really my friends, I found out when one day I told one of them that I liked a boy and the next day she was flirting with him and telling him that she really liked him more than a friend. In that moment I didn’t feel sad but I felt betrayed and kind of stupid because I was a fool at thinking I could finally have loyal friends. I started to distance from them since that day.