I Love You Monologue

People said being in love with someone is beautiful. That what they said. To me, love is painful. Nothing near beautiful. I start to realize that when you leaving me. Leaving me alone in this cruel world. I still remember when you promised me that you will always be there whenever I need you. But, promises meant to broken right? I should hate you because but, I can 't. I just love you so much for that. After all of this happened, I start to don 't believe in thing called love.

But,

I think all of this start to change when I met her. She was broken as mine. We share the same pain because of thing called love. And from that, we start to learned how to love again. I love her and she loves love me. At least thats what I thought. She loves me.. Yes, she loves me but that was before her ex come pleading her to comeback to him. I don 't plead her to stay because I know if she loves me, she would never go back to him. But, I was wrong. I should pleaded her to stay. Maybe.. just maybe if I did that, she is still mine. I was broken. It was even worse than you leaving me, Sana unnie. At least you doesn 't leaves me because you want to. I don 't

I always being alone. I don 't want being close with people. I scared I got attached to them and ending up fall in love again. Twice is enough. I don 't need more.

But, today she come back. She said she regret it for dumped me for her ex. She said she still love me and asking for second chance. Should I give her second chance, Sana unnie? If you are here, would you tell me what should I do right? I really don 't know if I should give her that. I tell her to give me time to think about it. But, do you know what is my decision? I don 't give her second chance. I realize something. Something that I should realize since the beginning. That I still in love with you, Sana unnie. You the one that I always think every single day even when I was with her. I hope you come back to me and erase this pain you left inside my heart. I 'm