John Clarie Monologue

“I learned a lot about Bec *fake Bradley’s sister*. When I recognized her outside of prom night, she looked like a whole different person! Clarie only knew her because she thought she hung out with the *stoners*. If I think about it, that is actually rude, I can’t explain it, but it just seems rude. Is the only reason she’s mean to me because I’m selfish, and never really paid any attention to her, nor her boyfriend, ‘Nate’? I hope not, I hope she’s just one of those naturally mean/rude people. I want to learn more about her now that I know how “blind” I was before she suddenly ‘walked into my life’. This might only because I want to talk to her brother. I’m still re-playing prom night in my head! I just can’t believe that I took an absolute stranger to

He could’ve been a kidnapper or something. That sounds childish, but it could happen, you never know. I really want to come clean to Claire, but I don’t want to lose her because all I’ve been doing is lying to her and the whole group. I can’t wait till college, because this was all over and behind me in the past… hopeful. Then if college starts, it will be me and Claire, and I can tell her anything and everything without having everyone else know about it. When Bec turned around I was scared that she was going to scold me about attempting to follow her home yesterday. But no, she talked to me about her brother! Why…? Of course. Since fake Bradley did something for me, I was going to have to repay him in some type of way. After she told me about his ex’s graduation party, I wonder if she was going to ask me to be his fake date there. Honestly, I hope she does, because that would mean I could talk to him and actually learn his name. It’s kinda good that Bec didn’t turn around to scold me about trying to follow her home