Losing This Most Important Person In My Life

Holding a facade that you are fine for all the world to see is no biggie, especially if you have come so accustomed of putting up a front all these time.

But no matter how much you try to hide and cover up the huge hole you keep deep inside, there is no denying its existence. The extraordinary load you carry is there to always remind you that you are damaged, scarred and with a gaping hole right in the core. You can lie to everyone by appearing perfectly whole but underneath you know your spirit aches, your heart breaks every minute of the sad reminder of losing something you know can never ever be replaced.

You know you will never ever be the same again.

It could be losing any particular thing you hold a very special place for, a person, a pet, a memory, a specific time in history, some very important material possession you 've attached a memorable meaning to.

For me it 's my one and only Mother.

The pain of losing this most important person in my life is uncontainable, its pain is extraordinary that no amount of perfectly written words could ever come to describe it 's greatness. It 's unimaginable. It has left me hollowed…empty.

Losing my loved one physically is one big story of all levels of heartache, pain, loss, sadness, stress in every sense, it drains you entirely, emotionally and physically. But to lose the place that only person could provide in this world is a long story all on its own.

Every person affects us in different ways. For me i 'd life to