Milkshake-Personal Narrative

for a moment taking in the beauty in this simple thing . A milky looking substance topped with fluffy white cream and a bright red cherry , it kinda looks like a person with a cold pale white face all swollen and a bright red nose. I put my chin on the cold checkered table, now level with the decadent dessert I take one final inspection storing the image away in my mind. I slurp it down so fast that i got my first ever brain freeze.I start laughing a little I tried really hard to suppress the giggling, but ended up bursting into loud laughter and my laugh was definitely contagious because soon mom and dad start laughing. I realize that we must look like a bunch of hooligans but I dont care i 'm finally living, drinking a milkshake it this

Mom immediately started the search touring house daily and the ones that she thought were worth me seeing she would face time me in. The one we finally decided on I just could wait to see it in person with all of our new remodels! “here we are guys!” Dad stops the car at a house right on the shoreside. We all walk in togethers arms linked Im starting to think that with every big thing left in my life that I’m going to experince with my parents we are going to go into it arms locked together., it definitely embareseses me ecspecialy if this is how my first day of school is going to go. But i 'm not going to say anything about it since i kinda feel guilty about all of this. Guilty for them having me as a daughter, Having to sacrifice their normal normal life and having to put up with hospital stay and pay for 10 open heart surgeries and 12 years worth of hospital stays, and knowing that once I die they will be all alone because after me they didn 't want another kid, I love my parents and I just want them to know. We pull open the door to the foia and the house is even more beautiful in person. I

Death bed : The whole going to school thing lasted for about 3 weeks. Today I didn 't wake up to a sunset and milkshakes i woke up in a hospital room. Apparently i had a heart attack which we knew was going to happen some time and well here I am. I 'm not going to get into all the gruesome detail about how i 'm going to do so to sum it up i 'm on a bunch of meds now to help with all of the pain and to keep me alive and since i can 't live like this forever with Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome (HLHS) we knew that I want going to live forever. So the next step for me is Physician-assisted suicide we knew this was coming that 's why when i was born we moved to california one of the 5 states this is legal in. Anyway you get the point today i 'm writing you from my deathbed, and i 'm ok with it . The one thing I want you to know about is this diary. Because I haven 't been writing it because I had too much freetime. I decided to write this for others. For Mom and Dad, Arizona, the only words I can think to say are thank you for everything. And I hope that through my story i can inspire other to live their life to the fullest, cherish every moment thing and people in your life and make every moment worth living and to find happiness in the little things like milkshakes. I also hope that this can be put with the books in the pediatric wing of the hospital because I read a lot in