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Essay On My Last Day In My Life

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“For the first time in the years the tears were streaming down my face”. I suddenly recognize what I have almost identified clearly in my life does not exist any longer. After a meeting with a man called Devlin from Detroit, something in my heart was lost. He made me recall a lot of memories that is seemingly forgotten. He made me recall a name, Judy Jones, used to be my winter dream. A long time ago, I, a young caddy called Dexter Green, met and loved her. The beauty of her neck, the excited kisses, her bright eyes, “her freshness like new fine linen in the morning”, etc. are going through my head one by one. Long ago, everything might be in me; however, in present it seems to go away. I wonder what exactly my dream was in my life. People have to undergo bad time in their life, included me. It’s hard to throw back with my misconception of the meaning of life. Such a normal person, I also have a dream of fame and fortune and improving my social class. …show more content…

It is really a deep pain in my heart…
Right now, in New York City, accidentally, I am given information about Judy that she has her own family. Her life becomes an unlucky one. Judy’s husband drinks all the time and runs around the other women while she has to stay home and cares about her children alone. Worst of all is that her physical beauty is faded. It is regrettable that I lose the true idea of beauty and love. Now, I know that money is just hard business sense. I cry, not so much for her, but for myself that I grieve for the past and my youth which I will never be able to return.
I missed the meaning of life day by day; therefore, it takes me a dear price for this. Something within me has been gone: my passion, my youth and my winter dream. They will “come back no more”. I has left my home, my first workplace Golf Club and my financial success. I cry for my childhood. “Now that thing is gone, that thing is

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