Anh Cao
College Writing, AUV
A. Bleecker
19 sept. 2016
Love Inside My Belly “Is this the second line?” My friend asked me. I was happy with what I had seen in the test, which said: “not pregnant.” After she asked me, I looked closely again, and I saw a faint line appear which meant I might have a baby. My brain was filled with the thought: “What am I going to do? What about my parents? What are they going to think?” I was so scared to think about it. I was a good girl who had a job at school and studied hard; I was too young to be a mom and did not know how to take care of a baby. After this day, however, everything in my life changed, and I became a mom. Before I had my baby, I was a girl who always thought that the world was all pink.
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I needed to go to school again after a long break, and he started to work overnight. We did not see each other for several days at a time. My heart was telling me that he had another girlfriend. I wanted to save our love and our small family, so I decided to quit both school and work to stay home and take care of my small family, which I regretted. He did not deserve it. He left me lonely almost every night which made me cried a lot, but then my belly would hit me like he wanted to said: “Come on mom. You can do it.” I knew that I still have a love from inside my belly which could make me stronger. When people asked me: “How could you live like this?” I just smiled. My parents told me to take care of myself because this time was very important for my baby to grown. When they asked me about school, I lied to them again that I did not quit. I was not a good daughter who made them sad. My friends saw me sad and lonely, so they began asking me to go out with them. I started to go out more and felt better because I could share my emotion with my friends. They always supported me and gave me a good …show more content…
My baby’s father took her to our house to take care, and they showed their love in front of me. However, I did not care anymore. I understanded that I could not expect a person to do what I wanted. I tried to be more happy for inside my belly could feel it and grown bigger and healthier. When my baby was born, my tears came out like a waterfall. I finally met my angel, my life’s purport. My mother left my family and her company to go to the US to take care of me. Without her, I could not go back home and took care of my baby. Going through a hard time, I know more about the importance of a family and
They were always there for me if I needed to talk or help with homework. I moved to college all alone, and they helped me break out of my shell. They were like a family to me and they still are my FLLC family. I could always count on them for anything. They were a support system.
Rikki holds the last egg and thinks about how to stop Nagaina from killing Teddy and his family. Rikki, was wondering what to do with the egg. Then, he had an idea. Rikki told Nagaina to meet in the garden. Nagina nervously says “sure” Nagina thought to himself “I’m surely surely in a sticky sticky situation.”
As a parent for the weekend, I lost a lot of sleep, didn’t get to do much, and struggled getting my homework done, but I learned a lot. I learned that I overall liked having a child. The fact that I had to care for another human being brought me joy. Along with learning what I did like, I learned about what I didn’t like. One thing I didn’t like was very time I picked up the baby I wanted to play with him
I told myself that I wasn’t going to allow the absence of my father prevent me from getting father in life. Many always thought that I was just this angry little girl, but they never sat down and asked me why I felt so angry inside. Not having that male role model in a child’s life can lead them down the road to destruction. The strength that I have gained was to take the pain and use it as a lesson in life. I’ve came to reality that his actions did not have to direct
My life took an interesting turn when my mother told me I would be moving to a different country, fear took over my body because that meant I would have to start from zero. On January 1st, 2011 my mom gave me the exciting news that her fiancée, now husband, had started the process to bring her to the United States so she could become a permanent resident, live with him, form a family and start a brand new life. I remember her face blighting up to every time she spoke a word but that smile faded once she told me I could not come with at that time because of the expense of the process. I understood why she could not bring me with. We had economic and emotional issues going on.
Then this man knocked at the door and told me that I had to give my baby back to him because my time was up. I felt empty when she left me, I feel like it was my fault. She was a gift from God that I love. The dream ended, and I started crying because the dream was perfect and I wish I could raise her but I can’t. I thank God every day for this gift and to forgive me, I will not be able to raise her.
They were there by my side, and many of them understood my pain because they have once lost a grandparent in their life before, they would tell me that the pain would pass by soon, and that life keeps going. At school I piled myself with work from classes I knew I would get distracted I was able to forget my pain. With my grandmother’s passing I saw my future in helping others, and working on the medical field as a nurse. I know you can’t save everyone, but I would like to help them, and make their pain go away, or at least treat them until their final days.
When I was little about 4or 5 year ago I had lost the closest uncle in my life. I felt broken inside and wanted to cry my eyes out. I could not believe he was gone out of our lives into a new world, he was a brother an uncle and the world to my family. But as I saw mom by his side crying, I knew that moment I had to push aside my feelings and show my mom I was strong in her eyes. At that moment I knew that I had to be considerate to my mom as she cried because I did not want to show a weaker side of me, but to let her know i’m strong enough not to cry by casting my feelings behind me.
Well, he left us when I was eight or nine (I forget), so that he could go find better opportunities. It was tough on my mother
I should be selected to participate in the Pathway Program because it’s a great opportunity to me and for my career. I want to go to nearest college and save my money. Our family went through hardship. It impacted my success in high school. Everything happened so big and I couldn’t forget the past that went through.
How Trauma Gave Me Strength People are shaped into the people they are and their personality based on their childhood, how they were raised, and taught as a child. It not only creates a person and changes their attitude towards life, but it also helps people decide what they want to accomplish later in life. The first few years of my childhood were not easy, both my parents were in an accident and passed away in the first 3 years of my life.
It was twenty minutes until 10 o’clock. I was getting ready to lie down. My phone rings and the next thing I know, I was rushing out the door with the fully stocked diaper bag in my hand. I had received a phone call that Jazmine was on her way to the hospital because her contractions were coming sooner and a lot more forceful. As I pulled up to the hospital; consequently, I quickly found an empty parking spot and dashed in.
Later that morning, we arrived at Gordmans and paced through the store looking for bargains. I tried to shop, but was too distracted. Finding a chair, I sat and hoped my mom was doing okay. Finally my dad called and told Joy that my mom was rushed to the emergency room for a C-section. An overwhelming sense of panic ran through my body.
I can still remember like it was yesterday the day my son was born. The feelings leading up to the day he was born were the most nerve racking days of my life. On August 27th 2015 me and my wife sat at home expecting the our son any moment. My mother was also with us and was there to help us after the baby was born. As the day went by the house filed with boredom and the feeling of nervousness, and outside being gray and rainy I knew that it wasn 't a beach day.