Personal Narrative: My First Love Changed My Life

I have learned that I had to stand on my own two feet and take responsibility for myself when realized my first love changed the nature and my last love changed my life. My life may not be going the way I planned but it is going exactly the way God planned it. My life is not the matter of mile stories but it is the value of moments that will never return again.

It was 18th July 1994 and it was rainy seasoned. My mother had a terrible labor pain and she was brought to Clinic Damo, Klang. That’s the moment, I born in this world as a cute baby. I was gently placed on my mother’s chest and I grabbed her fingers with my tiny little hands. My dad loved my mother a lot. He came to brought us back to house. The moment he saw us, he became the happiest man. He kept me in his arm and kissed me with the tender of love and care. There was a big baby naming ceremony on the day I reached house from clinic. Everyone waited outside of the house to receive us. They rejoiced my birth with cheering and screaming when saw me. He had selected a name for me and announced it on the day. He named me Thanya that means the most beautiful princess of kingdom.

I was the best student of my school. Friends are the important ingredient of life. Anba was my best friend that encouraged me all the time. He was just protective as my dad. He made my school life as a best time phase and I enjoyed my days. The friendship that we had developed to a relationship called love. He made me realized that happiness is a friendly soul of opposite gender that understood well.

Bad time phase knocked my life door after I started my studies at Unitar with Anba. There were many misunderstanding that make us decided to have a break. We decided to study well and achieve our ambition first. I knew that Anba will never leave me even my breath leaves me. I trusted him so much but he trusted me the most. We know that this is just a time to miss each other and be strong to face the break. We knew that love is true but situation broke this relationship.

As a reward for my parents I have to achieve my ambition and take care of them well. I have to make them proud; they just treated me as a princess. My life will be satisfy and fulfill only when I have a happy life with Anba. I have to love him to the maximum and give him two little cute babies as the gift of love and happiness that we spend together. No matter what happens and how bad faith drag me I am very sure of my last wish of my life. I wish to close my eyes forever on the lap of Anba as Mrs. Anba with the word ‘Thanks, Sorry and I love you