How To Describe An Unforgettable Experience In My Life

All began in September 2010. I was about 16 years old and had a surgery for my right elbow. I had broken it with 12 years. I could not move it anymore since a part of my muscles did not grow in the way they should. However, the doctors gave too much anesthetic and I had problems to wake up after the surgery. I remember that I had a hard pain and it was difficult to breathe. The doctors gave me pain killers so that I would feel better, but instead,I stopped breathing and my heart made a pause. I did not feel anything but love and peace. My mom and the doctors yelled at me, shook my body and hoped that I would wake up. That was the biggest trial for my mom in her entire life. She stayed by my side and watched how my body did not want to work. But we all had great luck, after a while I took a deep breath and opened my eyes. There, I saw my mom beside me with tears in her eyes. She and my sister have both chronic illnesses and it is me who cares for them. I do have many responsibilities at home, but after that experience I learned to enjoy

That is what I did. Through Dominic 's family, I was able to work as an AUPair in Utah for a member family. Lucky me, my host dad was the bishop of our ward. I can truly say that this was the time when I made the biggest spiritual progress. I had a calling in Primary, took classes at BYU and UVU and went to the temple once a week. But how great it was, I also had trials. From the day I arrived in Utah, I had the feeling that I would not stay for the whole time I was supposed to be there. First, I ignored that feeling and thought I was homesick. But this feeling returned throughout the whole time. I did not want to go, I loved Utah and the people in my environment. I did not understand why I should go. The Spirit kept prompting me and I decided to go home. There, my mom needed a dangerous surgery because of her back