Personal Review Of Writing A Journal About My Social Life

In life, we will meet lots of people, some will remain close to us while others will go and become distant. Some are able to connect with usemotionally or share common interest. Some are able to inspire us to be better and bring out the best in us. We all need that someone that truly understands you and always there for you whenever you need them and never leave regardless of who you are or what you did. As for me, I need them and I need them badly.

I honestly wouldn’t thought of writing a journal about my social life, about my relationship with my friends, my family and the people around me who comes and go. But, as time passed, I suddenly have the urge to write about it cause it always bothers me whenever I met people. When I go to public or meet with new people, I always think about how people will look at me? how would they see me? Do I look good or not? What will their first impression be? Am I too social or am I being overly shy? How will they react if I say ‘Hi’ first? Will they smile back if I smile at them? This

As for me, I’m just lack of those. I do have friends but I seldom think that they’re my true friends because I’m always by my own and I always end up being isolated. I do not blame them for isolating me because it’s me who wanted to be isolated. I always think that I don’t have time to socialize and precieve it as a waste of time. I have this ‘thinking’ that if I go out with them and spend two to three hours of talking useless things, the time I used to chat with them is equal to the amount of time required for me to finish one chapter of biochemistry. So, rather than chatting with my friends, its better for me to read the lecture