I stomp my feet up the stairs and head to my bedroom. My mother trails behind me. “Honey, please just talk to me. I want to discuss this with you.” “Mom, I don’t want to talk to you. Leave me alone.” “I’m not leaving until you talk to me.” I arrive at my door and proceed into my room and turn around to face my mother. “What do you want to talk about? You’re the worst parent and holding me hostage in my own house. I wish I had different parents.” I slam my door in her face and chuck my backpack against the wall. I then text all my friends about my situation and they all agree with me. My parents are being totally unfair. I look at the lamp sitting on my dresser. Suddenly angered, I pick up the lamp and throw it with everything in me against …show more content…
My parents died. I regret wishing they weren’t my parents. I regret breaking my lamp. I regret arguing with them and letting them leave me. I just wish I had my parents back. If only I could start over and tell them that I respect their decision to keep me home. I would tell them I would stay home and spend time with them. I would say to them that I love them and will spend weekends at home instead of going out. If only I could start over and not let them leave me. If only I could start over and thank them for everything they have given me . If only I could start over and be more appreciative of my parents. If only I could start over...
And just like that, things go black. Moments later, I wake up. As I begin to sit up, I look down at the comforters and around the room. This is my room. Not my room at my Uncle and Aunt’s house, but my room. The one in Beverly Hills that I thought I left behind when my parents died. That means if I’m here, my parents never went to Trinidad and they didn’t die. That means that I never left my friends behind and moved to Utah. That means I never got a job and had to sell all of my clothes. That means it was all a
It was a rainy, gloomy afternoon, my sister and I were watching TV when we heard my parents talking to their friend about moving to Florida. My sister and I looked at each other with confused faces and asked each other if we are moving. Of course, we were clueless because my parents did not mention anything about moving to us. We asked my parents if we are moving and they said yes we are going to be moving to Florida. When my sister and I heard Florida, the first thing we thought was we are going to die from a tornado, because we thought Florida had a lot of hurricanes, earthquakes, and natural disasters.
After the first time I heard that she threatened I would sit on the steps downstairs, outside their room just to make sure my mom doesn’t call the cops and that if it got bad I can open the door and try to stop it. My mother and father never abused each other physically but would abuse each other mentally. I always used the word “fight” when describing how my parents got along. It would be “they always fight, like every day” but they never laid hands on each other they were nonviolent except with their words. Any cuss words you can think of are used against each other.
I remember it being cold. Numbing. Something wet seeping into the backside of my red South Carolina sweatshirt. The faint scent of smoke filling my nostrils, bring a burning sensation to my eyes. I laid under a full crescent moon, my eyes refusing to stay open, my sight dimming.
“Hold still you little brat.” I looked up to see who had said that, but before I even got a glimpse of anyone, I felt an instant pain in my neck that trickled down my spine which then caused me to collapse. Sadly, while I laid there on the street, barely even able to think, I watched my mother and father be drug off unconscious, then loaded into a military truck that only left behind smoke and tire tracks. “Momma! don’t leave me!.
I wanted to run to her and hug her, but I was terrified that I would remind her of Mimi and make her cry again. “Why don’t you go play? I’ll go take care of your mom.” I obediently went to my room to dress my dolls, but when I heard my mother’s quiet sobs I ran to the door. Peaking through the door, I saw my father helping my mother up the stairs and back behind the locked door.
I awake to my mother, the queen, screaming at me. She yells constantly and it drives minsane. I decide that I should at least try and reason with her today. So I crawl out of my uncomfortable bed to deal with her. When I walk in she’s giving me an evil glare, but still giving a nasty grin.
But, when my father finds out that we 're leaving for New York, he decided to come with us. He tried to do the same here with my mother, but my brothers did not let him, they confronted him. That’s when everything started changing with him. It was too late for us, the damage was already done. I hold anger, I was afraid to communicate with others, low self-esteem, and I couldn’t concentrate in school.
Here I go, down my stairs to ask a question that I know for sure my mom will throw a fit about. There I am in our living room standing three feet away from my frightening mom. She asks, “What do you want?” I stand there not wanting to ask the question, hesitating for a second or two and then I finally spill out the words “ Would it be okay if I skip Friday’s volleyball tournament and cheer at the first home football game?” Of course like the strict mother she is, she says, “ No you are going to the volleyball tournament no matter what.”
I was putting my Halloween costume on when I heard something moving in my closet. I turn to the closet door half dressed with a curious look on my face. In my mind, it being Halloween, I thought I was just hearing things or my little brother was playing a prank on me. I walk out the door to my room, down the stairs and as I was about to walk out the front door my father caught me, “Where are you going?” he asked “Out, it’s
I don’t have a job, but I try my best to get the money that I need to help with getting food on the table, but not all the time I can get a job on the streets, but my Father tells me I should try out for the army but I decline every time he asks me other times I just don’t respond but every time I think tomorrow is another day. I never really respected my parents I always thought they just had children so they could follow in their legacy, but they really never talk to us, Dad yells at the TV when anything about America comes on and Mom just thinks about her looks and never once I have seen them put attention on us. Before I went to bed, I went to go say “good night” when I open the door to Aimi darksome room, I see a bunny doll with buttons as eyes on the floor I start to think back on when it is a Aimi fifth birthday granny bought her a present a doll. Aimi loved it, she would have make pretend tea party with it few months later granny past and no one told Aimi until she found out herself when granny wasn’t visiting often
Leo shoots into the air and does another weird limb dance, shaking her arms and legs about in an attempt to get the small house spider off her arm. Jumping on her bed. Off. On. A spider-web trails along after the critter, flowing about.
If I knew then all that my parents did for me I would have been more appreciative growing up. Thank you, mom and dad I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for the both of you.
I can’t imagine my life with my parents together, it has been so amazing with them
If there was any way to turn back time and just re-live the past, I would trade my soul to return to the good old days. Sometimes I wish I could subtract the ten years from my life and go back to being seven. You know, when life wasn’t too hard and gaining knowledge actually seemed interesting. You know why everyone wishes to get back to the past all the time?
I could feel my legs start to wobble but I didn’t dare to let myself fall off my new scooter again. As I feel the wind pick up and myself start to get faster and faster as I go down my steep driveway I catch myself and continue onto the street. Using the speed I just gained I zip around the circle at the end of our street and start to walk up our driveway again. “Dad did you see that” I said. “Sure did, seems like your getting better and better every time.”