He told me, “The one living would be you and to hell.” he was pulling me by my arms wanting to get me out of the home. I was holding onto the door knob. I pleaded to him to please let me go as there were children present and were witnessing such debacle. My eldest son step forward and and told him to stop aggravating me my son was pushing him outside the home when he uttered that he would kill me. As this conundrum was happening his sister appeared and told me to lock the doors to the house and lock myself in a room with my children.
It was fun but afterwards he was trying to tell me i did not have to let my mom hide me from him and i flipped out at him saying that i left and did not talk to him because you focused i said on everyone else but me and i was wasting my life with you. And in a way he used me because after the wedding he did not talk to me for the longest time he kept asking to talk to me and i said i was done. He broke me down enough i did not talk to my own friends and i did not want to go through that again. He tried and tried and i shut him down time after time and not once did i look back and think he might have changed. He crossed the line when he started telling everyone we knew that my mom had been hiding me from him.
I knew his parents weren 't going to be home he told me all the time about how they worked nights to take care of his little brothers during the day, i also knew that his brothers were at their grand mothers house like every friday so he was home alone. I rang his doorbell and he answered and let me inside to talk. But i 'm not dumb i knew he wanted to talk about forgiving him make up a bullshit excuse as to why he did it and repeat the same thing he had done again. Sure enough i was right and i turned him down and went to my car, pulled out the gun in my dad 's glove box walked in, went up behind him and shot him in the shoulder so he wouldn 't run. I next shot him in the heart because i was saving the next girls he would play and to avenge my broken one.
I'm still the same person that they've always enjoyed spending their time with. Only their perception of me has changed. Within the verse, “Maybe I could fix things up so they’ll go”, implies the times I've considered just letting people assume whatever they like about me just so the relationship would progress to where I would like it to be. The reason being, is because I know for a fact that if I had pretended that I was female and heteronormative, I wouldn’t have lost many prospective
“ I know this doesn't sound like me. But I don't care about anything as long as you are still alive” Eleanor said. “ You are saying this because you are in love with me. But the King will execute me if he will find out what I've done” Carver said. “ You don't need to tell them everything.
i see my dear ,but you know that will cost you a lot more than earthly dollars.”in a hissing tone I say “I don't care. He ruined me, he broke me! He punished me for being a slave to love” Walking closer he gently wrapped his arms around me and whispered “ consider your wish done child; on one condition, I want what is most precious to you.” With tears of anger I weep the word
When she said that I knew this situation wasn’t going to get any better only worse. I got my self together and went to get my brother from school. He kept asking what was wrong because I was so quiet and wanted to hold his hand. He likes “You never quiet when we around each other” I just kept saying nothing I’m just not feeling good. When we got home we went in my mother room and
“I have a question Jane, why don you don't ever go to town?” Blake sounded a little nervous, but I didn’t point it out. “I’m afraid people would fear me, seeing a teenage girl with deep black hair and ragged clothes. I was made fun of as a kid, just think of what would happen if everyone saw me like...this.” “I have an older sister, you look like her size. I can go home, get you some clothes and a brush. Once you clean up you and I will go to town.