I have worked under a few different administrators that were not genuine and always seemed to say exactly what you wanted to hear rather than telling the truth. This lack of authenticity eroded the system from the inside out and made it so that not one teacher sought out those administrators. We all felt the lack of follow through and the trust had vanished. Without being honest and sincere I feel that administrators lose the following of the staff and lose admiration from staff and students as well. I was drawn to what Evans stated when he claimed, “…leadership begins at one’s center” (144).
I don 't like them, I didn 't like them when they happened and I certainly don 't like them on rewind and repeat. Anyway, that 's where I 've been today. No other shoe dropped that I 'm aware of, although I was certainly waiting for it. Clearly, that was a waste of my time. If you have ever dealt with anxiety, don 't you think that might be the most frustrating part of all?
The value of fairness was broken, because I took that extra advantage over other students when it was not necessary to do at all. Finally, responsibility was broken because, I was not responsible and procrastinated on my work which was the cause of all of this to begin with and I fell to the pressures of wrongdoing. I should have been responsible enough to avoid all of this to begin with. Looking back now, although I can say assuredly that the professor was not pleased with me to begin before this incident with due to a lack of empathy, this does not condone the actions I took. Honestly, I regret the decision I made as it was a weak one.
Competition in the classroom can be very intense, especially when other students appear to excel relatively quickly while you have to struggle through. I personally experienced this one in a class I had several years ago. I put in hours to my work and was not receiving the grades I wanted. On the other hand, a classmate never seemed to study and aced every assignment. It was very easy for me to become resentful of her and her success.
She embraced that same evil mindset. It was miserable. My experience in Elementary school was a nightmare in terms of achieving astounding marks on my report card. You can say that I felt quite oppressed during my time learning from those teachers. No matter what I did, I could never get straight A’s.
My emotions played games on my heart and I was unaware of anything that was happening around me. I just felt heartbroken at first because it was so sudden and I was in denial. “I walk through the valley of the shadow of death.” Suffering in isolation causes you to overthink every single step you did with the person. No matter if you walked down the right road or the wrong road. I thought about every possibility that could have been a mistake, something so little that made us grow separately from each other.
That I was mad at myself for ignoring the pain, for trying to push past it, which resulted in my needing a cast. Something always hurts during a race, my lungs, my arms, my shins, or my knee. It made it even worse, however, when I missed the championship of cross country and the trip to Federations, knowing that it was partially my fault. I made a countdown for my cast, spending my days wishing it would come off sooner, and appreciating the fact that it was not permanent. All of these things brought me to a realization that will be with me, throughout the rest of my
The problems weren’t anything serious but there was always some sort of tension between us was what it felt like. For example I would always get on this teacher’s nerves and make them angry and I would feel like because of that sometimes the teacher would single me out for things that I felt I didn’t need to be singled out o. In the end I decided that the best thing I could do for myself and my teacher was just put the past behind me and start trying to do my best and just get over the past because school was more important than what the teacher thought of
I felt so uncomfortable, with the faces of my fellow classmates looking at me. Actually stepping up and going against the conformity in my class was harder than what I had planned for it to be. Although I would do it again if necessary, it wasn’t the highlight of my day. People try their best to fit in, no one wants to be different. Sometimes despite the negative feelings we have about going against the crowd it is very much necessary.
If you act like you don’t care about people you should care about, you won’t know what you 're missing in your life till you lose it. I unfortunately have lost the care that I didn’t care about and it’s really hard because at this age I need it the most. That is how I am tested because I have to fight to get passed what they have told me and try to believe that what they have said is not true and to not be hurting. I feel like I am being tested because I acted like I didn’t care about people who cared about me and now well they don’t care about