If it were cancer, there would be flowers, cards, and covered dishes.
Instead, it’s a secret passed from my mom to me in soft whispered words. It’s vague words to brush it off, shuffle it into the closet, hide it under a rug. Accident. Fine. Just wanted a break. It’s hiding it from grandparents. It’s keeping it from nosy neighbors. Because a mother protects her son and I protect my brother. Because it isn’t cancer, it’s depression. Because depression doesn’t bring flowers, cards, and covered dishes.
If it were cancer, I would be allowed to be worried.
Instead, I’m told not to worry. Everyone goes through ups and downs. Everyone gets depressed. He’ll be fine. He just needs to cheer up and not stress so much. Because it isn’t cancer, or pneumonia, or strep, it's depression. Because depression isn’t really an illness, right?
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Instead, I get a vague phone call from my Dad saying he had an accident, but is doing fine. Except hospital and fine don’t co-exist so, I spend my 30-minute drive home from campus in tears and beg to spend another two hours in a car just so I can see him. Yet, I’m told I can’t. Because it isn’t cancer and I can’t miss class. Because even if I could my brother wouldn’t want to see me anyway.
If it were cancer, I wouldn’t be nervous to write this essay.
Instead, I’m terrified my words won’t be good enough. I’m not quite sure it’s what my brother would want, but at the same know it might just be what someone like him needs. I write it anyway. Because I need to put these words on the page. Because it’s a story that deserves to be told. Because it isn’t cancer, and it doesn’t have the voice it deserves. If it were cancer, I might not have my strong belief in the importance of mental
The power of thoughts and feelings are so underestimated and unappreciated, yet when they are paid attention to they can change a person’s life forever. Esther Grace Earl was a sixteen year old girl who died of cancer in 2010, in a memoir titled This Star Won’t Go Out Esther’s family published her diary entries for the world to read. Little did her family know that their beloved “Estee” would cause another sixteen year old girl to bawl her eyes out at two a.m. six years after Esther’s death. Esther was not just some-girl-with-cancer she was a light, hence her nickname “Star”; although Esther was battling incurable cancer she was selfless. Esther was not angry at the world, she was not hateful; instead, she was loving, caring, compassionate,
I felt Anderson’s use of pathos for this source was effective because it creates a sense of empathy for Gallagher and her situation; also, it’s inspiring to see someone with cancer continue to live a productive life. I am sure many readers of the article feel motivated to focus and prevent technological distractions from hindering their success.
In the book titled “THE LAST LECTURE” by Randy Rausch, the protagonist of the story is Randy Pausch and the antagonist is pancreatic cancer. One page 4 chapter 1 it states that “That week, however, I got the news: My most recent treatment hadn’t worked. I had just months to live”. In that quote, it started a conflict that was not only alarming to his wife Jai and to his three kids, Logan, Dylan, and Chloe but alarming to himself to know that his time was coming to an end, and he is approaching his deathbed. Randy and Jai decided to take their concerns to a psychotherapist, Michele Reiss, She specializes in helping families when one member is confronting a terminal illness.
When a patient is told they have a disease, they are shocked. Some patients worry that they may die, and others feel numb or confused about it. They may have a hard time realizing that their disease could be fatal. “When he asked if she was okay, her eyes welled with tears and she said, “Like I’m always telling my brothers, if you gonna go into history, you can’t do it with a hate attitude. You got to remember, times was different” (Skloot 276).
Everybody in the family was super happy and proud of him and so was he. But unfortunately a couple years after the cancer came back, but this time in his lungs. He pushed through for a really long time until he couldn't do it, he just couldn't last any longer. Unfortunately, he passed away, the doctors couldn't do much to get rid of his lung cancer. Him having cancer not only once, but two times was obviously the biggest roadblock of his life.
Maintaining hope is key for long-term survivors of diseases such as HIV infection and breast cancer. Healthy coping, however, differs from the common societal notion of “positive thinking.” Having the capacity to tolerate and express concerns and emotions not just the ability to put anxieties aside, and additionally, discussing these as well as uncertainties and fears, losses and sadness that usually accompany severe illness is generally
In the first section, he gives numerous examples of how normal his life was before the diagnosis. He recounts his childhood and his beginnings of how he loved to read because of his mother. He tells of when he would stay out late reading in the starlight to come home to his mother worried that he was doing drugs, but “the most intoxicating thing I’d experienced, by far, was the volume of romantic poetry she’d handed me the previous week” (27). He continues with all of his life before cancer, but when he gets the results he says “One chapter of my life seemed to have ended; perhaps the whole book was closing” (120). The rest of the book, the closing of his book as he calls it, focuses on examples of how cancer changed his
and I don’t see remission in my future. I worry what the future holds and where I will be in 10 years. How will I take care of myself. Who will I have when my parents are no longer around? Taking life one day at a time is all I can do and that is scary in and of itself.
Cancer is one of the scariest diagnoses to go through or experience with a close family member or friend. Henrietta Lacks a black woman in the 50’s was diagnosed with cervical cancer little did she know her doctors stole her cells for research and never spoke about it. In The Immortal Life of Henrietta Lacks you get to experience what the author. Rebecca Skloot goes through as she tries to figure out what happened with Henrietta Lack in the early 200’s Skloot gets in contact to get to know the situation better but the Lacks family knew little to none about Henrietta’s condition and the research that was being done to her revolutionary cells.
The story Cancer by Janice Deal is told from third person limited point of view. The author focuses primarily on the one character Janine, to the exclusion of the other characters. We know very little of the other characters, Janine’s coworkers and her male friend, but we are armed with a plethora of information about Janine. We get to know her intimately.
They think that since the booklets and websites always list depression as a side effect of cancer I'm depressed. In my opinion, depression's not a side effect of cancer, it's a side effect of dying. The doctor recommended me to go to a support group because it’s a great way to connect with people who are on the same journey. She was right because that’s where I met my two best friends Isaac and Augustus Waters. Let me tell you how it all started.
People are afraid of change, we normally don’t know how to react towards it. Tomasen who wrote “Love, Laughter and Leukemia”, gave us their point of view of how to see the world in a positive way. Throughout this essay Tomasen talked about a lady, Emma being diagnosed with Leukemia, she didn’t know why God made her go through that phase but it was out of her hands. All she could do is embrace it and look for the good moments that have and had happened to her. When she found out she had Leukemia, she didn’t know what to do or how to take that news.
"You go through the experience of having early stage diagnoses of dealing with family and friends and a job from this womans' prospective,"
Cancer Care Life-Changing Day: Arielle Pagan’s Story Everybody knows what cancer is and how it tears families and lives apart, but you always tell yourself that it won’t happen to you. That’s what Arielle Pagan was telling herself when one day she was diagnosed with lymphoblastic leukemia after a routine check at the her local hospital. According to Lucy Pagan/ Arielle’s Mom, Arielle had the cold longer than usual and hadn’t been acting the way she normally does (Lucy Pagan). “She wasn’t herself and it began to worry me
I watched my mother fade away slowly as she was battling pancreatic cancer. I looked after her everyday as best as I could; however, the feeling of my eventual solitude was unbearable. The thought of my mother’s imminent demise made me feel like my heart was being continuously stabbed. Watching my mother suffer was one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through. After her passing; something changed in me, darkness filled where love once was.