Who would have thought what began as a voluntary choice to pick up a drink, have fun, be happy would end with me being diagnosed as an alcoholic, not me! Drinking to that extent was never my intention. My drinking did not always end in disaster, in the begging I was having a ball.
Let me explain how drinking, defined me. Prior to drinking, I was shy, insecure, unhappy and self conscious. Too scared of being rejected, I rarely spoke to anyone, or held the gaze of another person.
That all changed with a few drinks under my belt, it was magic time. There was feeling alive, free, ten feet tall and bulletproof. Flirting, being sexy, and telling ‘bad’ jokes. There was, singing loudly, dancing on tables, having fun and conversing into the early
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It relieved me of me. I loved that feeling, but it didn’t last long. As alcohol defined me in ways I didn’t understand then, but do now. That’s when I fell in love with how alcohol made me feel. I wanted more of what it offered me. And that’s where alcohol became my new best friend, my lover, comforter and eventually my master.
What Happened After My First Drink?
Like many people, I was sixteen when I had my first taste of alcohol. Bacardi and Coke, my favorite drink. It was at my first work-related ball I had my first drink. Once that drink hit my taste buds, life was never the same. One minute I’m having fun then I’m legless, beyond drunk and passed out in the ladies toilet with vomit covering my new green dress. In front of other work-colleagues, like a wounded animal hanging off a pole, four male friends of mine, carried me across the ballroom floor, down the stairs to the street below.
As the parade passed by, people stopped to look. Some giggling pointed their finger my way. Others shook their heads disgusted with the passing parade. On the street, propped up on a car bonnet, I unceremoniously slide down the side of the car, hit my head in the gutter. With blood spurting down my face and shoulders, I was carried off to hospital. Didn’t look
It was really when I was about to go into my freshman year when I finally stepped back and thought, “Dad and I aren’t nearly as close as we used to be. I don’t think it’s normal that he drinks this much.” In our day-to-day lives, we had a cycle. We all did the same things
I’d made of my body and how another bout of drinking like I did would likely kill me, and for some strange reason, I listened. I don’t recall wanting to listen. I just did. When I got here, though, it was all about getting strong enough to leave. I was as addicted to leaving as I was to the booze.
Growing up with an alcoholic dad showed me the damage that addiction has not only on the individual, but also on the people around. I have seen my mother cry because my dad would rather get drunk than spend time with us. I have seen my father unable to walk or talk. When my dad is drunk, he is a completely different person, short-temper and
Alcoholism is a chronic brain disease that affects all walks of life and does not have any bounders (Gossop, Stewart, & Marsden, 2008). I choose to attend an Alcoholic Anonymous (AA) meeting since this disease is prevalent among adolescents and adults. The meeting was held in the first-floor forum at Pilgrim Congressional Church in Queens New York. The goals of the AA meeting were stated explicitly by the leader conducting the meeting. The mission of the organization is to maintain sobriety by helping alcoholics achieve recovery.
The Higher Education of Drinking College is a place for higher learning. It is a time when young adults are exploring themselves as individuals, expanding not only their academic horizons but for many, it’s their first time being on their own socially. Young adults find themselves making many decisions. These choices involve attending class, completing assignments and possibly engaging in behaviors that could impact their own personal health and safety. Sometimes they are faced with decisions that involve the use of various substances including alcohol.
big, was being, me, am, go, take, some, we, looked, you big, good, me, am, see, go, we, some, take, looked The following is Part 2 of Cougar In the Hunt big, was being, me, am, go, take, some, we, looked, you big, good, me, am, see, go, we, some, take, looked The following is Part 2 of Cougar In the Hunt By way of some mystery guy code, a fresh drink was placed on the table in front of me. Tin-Man and Mr. Man collectively offered to finance another margarita and simultaneously jumped up once they convinced me to accept.
Considering I had never drank an alcoholic beverage before, I was not completely sure what I was getting myself into or what might could happen to me. I knew in the back of my mind I was disobeying and not doing what my parents expect of me. They had always taught me underage drinking was wrong and against the law, but I never fully understood the consequences. My parents were never the drinking type, so I had never been around it. Instead, they were always against it and certainly did not approve of me being around it, much less doing it.
Those adults then develop alcohol problems. The adults who start drinking later in life are less likely to get cirrhosis, and develop mood and thought disorders. Later in life drinking is often associated with aging, loss of spouse, retirement, and social isolation. 10% of 65 and older adults have one alcohol problem. 8% of the older adults are alcohol dependent.
Even though I am under the legal age, on September 27th I chose to consume alcohol. I attended a fraternity function and before the dance we went to a house where people were consuming alcohol. The reason why I chose to consume one drink was because everyone was doing it. Not that I was peer pressured into doing it, but just because I did not want to be the only one not drinking. I am not sure why I thought if I did not have a drink it would not be as fun or I would not fit in with the crowd.
I have never been to an AA meeting before, and I had a completely different imagination of how a meeting takes place. I thought the meeting was held in a depressing state, dark, and everyone is sad/drunk. However, my experience was exactly the opposite of what I imagined. Even though this was the first AA meeting that I have attended, I feel like I have been attending AA all my life. The members are friendly, supportive, and not shy to express their proudness of being part of AA.
In the end, you can have some depression problems and your life become teribble for you. Furthermore, using alcohol brings about bad friends. When you start to use it, the can find you easily and you start to drink together. To me, it can be in a opposite way.
‘The Wrong Side of Cider’ by Kimiko Smart The first time I had alcohol was a complete accident. I had always been wary of drinking. As a kid, you grow up learning all about the dangers. I was scared of getting drunk, of losing control and doing something I’d regret, or having no recollection of what I even did that I’d regret, or perhaps worst of all, throwing up.
Many people get used to drink alcohol , and they can easily abuse; that is the problem. Alcoholism is the abuse of alcohol by people who are unable to control their drinking behavior over an extended period of time. Alcoholics are not simply people who drink alcohol; instead, their entire lives revolve around it. At first, everyone who starts drinking alcoholic beverages, thinks that its something normal, and that it's okay to do it, but what they really don't know yet, is that this particular habit has a way of turning itself into one of the worst addictions in the world.
Suspicious Minds There are many people who suffer from alcoholism that have a family history of alcohol abuse. Notwithstanding this predisposition, alcoholics also drink for a variety of other reasons. Some people just like the way the alcohol makes them feel and become addicted to that feeling like a drug.
It will take that shyness away for you. Just take a couple of drinks and it will loosen you up. In a couple of minutes you will no longer just stand in a corner