Overall I think what I am finding out is that I am afraid of being committed and tied down and then not end up being happy. I understand not all guys are like that but after trying a few times and it having the same outcome its become really hard. Coming with those experiences I also don't trust people as easily as I use to afraid of having them stab me in the back. Turning the corner, I actually hope to find my lifelong partner towards the end of my college experience maybe even sooner you never know. I’ve hear a lot of stories in how many people meet their future soul mate while in college.
Mr.Prokes understood me. He knew what i wanted to do with my life, when I wanted to do it and how I was gonna do it. I never would 've thought that I would leave him the first year I met him. All though, he emailed my mother saying: "Dear Jeri Johnson, Your son this year had a rough year. Myself and Mr.Pargaen tried to make it better, but this class needs serious help.
Some obstacles that hinder me to giving my fullest potential towards my academic career were my social life. As the beginning of the paper I told you that this semester I started to go out more but when I dedicated my time towards my academics, there was always somebody in my ear saying come to this party with me or Come over don 't study come hangout with me. While listening to this every single weekend, there was times where I decide to go out and hangout. Looking back I knew that was probably a bad idea but at the time it seems a way to relax my mind / taking a break from doing homework or
My dad would coach me on top of what the coach was teaching to make sure I was exceeding my limit. Years went by playing for different teams different coaches, and I began to get pretty well known for my athleticism. I never worked so hard in my life on something then I did on football. I started 1st string ever year at the position I was playing due to how hard I worked. Sophomore year shows up, bout the time colleges start scouting players to join there teams.
Dre is seeing problems faced from another angle or standpoint. Sometimes things have to happen in life for you to understand your purpose in life rather your young or old and that’s pretty much what happened with Dre growing up he was young and making the wrong choices. He persevered from those mistakes and learned from them the hard way, but still kept his career going even with all the legal troubles he was facing. I think one thing from all this I want to take away is no matter what happens industry wise or just life wise in general always take a minute and ask yourself is what I’m doing the right choice or move I’m making cause then it prevents something bad from happening or getting you in any troubles that’s not needed. And I also want to take away how courageous and ambitious he is to success he never gave up until he became what he wanted to become out of life and that’s becoming a billionaire, but it took losses and struggles to make it.
My friend don't understand me, they don't understand why I act out like that, they don't even tried to understand it. Once I think why I have no friends, I find out, I have to change and improve myself. Before, I wandering for friends, but after I change myself, I become an insider. I got friends, but even I have friends, I could see some outsider with no friend. The insiders act kind to the outsider, only when they are face to face.
One of the biggest obstacles is the cannibals in this new post apocalyptic world, to the boy and the man they are described and called the “bad guys”. The code of ethics that the man and the boy follow isn't the as the “old world rules” where laws exist, government, and they have to abide by doing right toward others. The code of ethics they follow have to be chosen, and it is a path many don't chose in this “new world”. The man and boy are living just the two of them, not looking to hurt anyone else unless their lives are being threaten and even then the boy doesn't like to hurt others. The man does at time do some things that the boy doesn't like, and can look like he is turning out to become a bad guy, yet it is necessary steps to ensure their safety.
What would happen if I went with my gut and not do what my mom wants me to do? Would my coaches think I am not committed enough to do that sport? Why could my mom just let me make my choices and let me learn from my mistakes? All of these questions were making my head want to explode. I only had a few hours to choose what I wanted to do and so many pros and cons.
Also I saw the difficulty that my parents were having for not going to college or having a low level of education. Growing up my parents started to tell me “ that if I want to be successful you have to go to school”, and still I would not listen to them because to me it was absurd to keep going to school after high school. Life as a child is very different then the life of a teenager, young adult, adult or someone that is about to retire. As a child I just want to play around, and just have fun, and continue on the path that I wanted. Yet as I got older especially middle of my junior year in high school, reality hit me in the face, it felt like being hit with a baseball bat, I saw that I wanted to become somebody big in the Army respected by all soldiers,and people, and for me to do that I have to become well educated, have a good personality, and most importantly love God and this country.
It is like what he said friends or family like everyone’s your family. He actually inspired me to go out there and try to meet more people. When it was my first day of school it felt weird going in there and not knowing everyone. Another solution is to face my shyness because my shyness has affected me to not hang out with people. When my friend left to Glendora I felt sad.