Reflection About Betrayal

One of the most painful, hurtful, disappointing, and levels of betrayal I experienced was in my last relationship. I choose to leave what happened behind me because I want to be able to move on and leave those negative feelings behind as a way to free myself . Negative feelings have done nothing but set me back and has not justified what happened. My ex, was the most blindingly effortless, patient, and calm person. The start of our relationship was one of the most natural instances of two people meeting and instantly being drawn to each other, and unable to stay apart. For almost a year, I lived in a comfortable situation in a relationship with a man whom gave me respect and whom I never fought with. For me, I believe that arguments occur between two people who care about each other, therefore never fighting in almost a year, I find quite unusual. Looking back, for a long time I was hurting myself by living a delusional

For me all experiences are part of my journey that will teach me new things about myself and how to overcome obstacles. Being single this past year has been the best experience I needed to grow and find myself and how I feel. For about 8 months after the breakup I felt constantly empty, but for me, I cannot be upset at someone who not in the best terms, but knew that our relationship was not what we both needed, and I cannot be mad at someone who is just not ready in life. We are only human with emotions and feelings that are valid, by forgiving and moving forward from the situation has made me feel and know myself better then ever. I forgive myself for all the horrible moments and feelings of worthlessness because I know whom I am and what I can offer. I am simply me and choose to live with forgiveness because I am able to take a step back and see how I can come out stronger from the experiences I experienced, as well as to let go the frustrations that still resided in