Most of her relationships would last but 3 months, 4 months or maximum of 6 months before they break up. She was beautiful, qualified, also very kind. She was what anybody would look for, still she could never have a sustaining and nourishing relationship with any man. In the process she discovered that the trouble began in her relationship with her mother.
During her childhood she would see her mother to be a very tempestuous woman, who is giving in into a lot of temper tantrums and anger, and her father suffering in the hands of her mother. The child was very angry and upset with her mother and carried that upset with her throughout her life. Her relationship with her mother did not heal, and the consequence; very unconsciously her hurt
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It would make her get into behavioral patterns that would be very self-destructive. She would utter words that she knew would harm her,and her relationships. She would get into rage though she all the time knew she should not, she tried her best not to, at least at the conscious level. She could not help herself. She was aligning herself to the lower consciousness each time, because there was this intrinsic hurt with the mother. Repetitive over and over again, compulsive because she didn’t want to do it, but it was as though there were a force within her and she would present her worst side in that relationship inevitably in 2-3 months time. And people would run away from her.
較低意識是破壞性的,這會使她進入自我破壞的行為模式。她往往會脫口而出一些明知會傷害自己、會傷害關係的話語。她會發飆,雖然一直都知道不應該這樣。她會盡力去克制,至少在意識層面上;但卻克制不住。因為在她內在與母親關係的傷痛,讓她每次都與較低意識對應。雖然她不希望這樣,但這破壞性的模式一
再的發生,彷彿內在有股力量驅使她這麼做。當她在一段關係中兩、三個月後,就無法避免的在關係中呈現出自己最糟糕的一面,而人們就會想從她身邊逃離。
Hurt in relationships can very much align you to the lower consciousness. This is what your relationship with your parents can do to you if it is not healed.
If we have as children suffered and very naturally very few children know how to assimilate pain. Most of us do not know how to deal with hurt and when we are hurt as children we tend to give it back throughout life in some way or the other to many people who enter our
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Hold the pain and experience the pain. Strangely you 'll find it is very painful. It will become pain in the chest region but slowly you 'll find, you 'll discover a freedom, joy and that will become love.”
Forgive them for how they treated you. Experience the hurt completely. It is time to do that now. It is your inner conflict that is hurting you; anger, frustration, and hatred. When you completely experience pain, forgive them, your relationship with them will improve. If we can heal relationship with our parents through acceptance and forgiveness, which would drastically transform our inner state. We can attract more joy and abundance in life.
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The Story around Sri Bhagavan
One day a happily married wealthy woman with children came to the Oneness University. Life was very beautiful for her. She has a successful company. All is well with the exception that her children do not give or show their mother any love. No show of kindness to their Mom. No reciprocation of love from her children. She tried to resolve this during her
Even though she has happy memories, she experienced a difficult childhood. Her parents were often drunk, so she frequently hid in her room. Growing up, her father was a doctor. Although they had a reasonable income, they spent money on very little. Vacations were few and far between.
She may be predisposed to a diagnosis because of her family conditions. Growing up with a parents struggling with depression may have some psychological effects on Maria. I also wonder how Maria grieved her mother’s death. Maria may still grieving her mother’s death because four years is not a great time to morn a parents depending on the nature of the death and how one processes loss. I would want to know Maria’s outlook on her mother’s death and condition.
So, because she does not feel she can have someone who will understand her and not punish her for what happened, she does not speak. Her parent’s behavior toward her and each other make herself feel like she is a disappointment. Her mental state of mind is unstable and is struggling to process what happened to her. When her family and the people around her start pulling her down, she does not feel as strong and confident to stand up for herself and to face her so to speak demons. A perfect example of this is “I open up a paper clip and scratch it across the inside of my left wrist.
Pain is a mind-boggling thing, none of us want to experience, but in life, at some point, we will be delivered a portion of that very unfortunate thing. However, some surrender to it without fulfilling their purpose in life. Some of life’s experiences are heartbreaking, hurtful and even devastating. The story of King David's daughter, Tamar in the Bible, tells us how she was raped by her half-brother and it left her so devastated that she withdrew from the world.
Although she does not offer subjective opinions on her experiences, these experiences clearly affect her in a negative manner. She attempts to disconnect herself from the world around her, but instead becomes a silent victim of the turmoil of the chaotic
The mother wanted to take this opportunity as it could change their whole lives. The girl on the other hand didn’t care as she just wanted her mother
When she was young, she could not process the way her father raised and treated her, so she believed everything he said. When she is able to understand, her tone changes and becomes clinical and critical remembering the way he constantly let her
She started helping around the house, but when she figured out that it wasn’t much, she got a job at the fields and even though she had no experience in it she still went ahead and did it. “Mama had been strong for her. Now it was her turn to be strong for Mama. She must show her that she didn’t need to worry anymore.”(p163) Based on this quote, I can tell that she knew she had to be strong and her Mom’s sickness didn’t make her more sad than she already was, it motivated her to be strong for her mom and whatever was coming up.
But in An-Mei’s case, help was not always there when she needed it growing up. An-Mei’s mother was raped by a rich man, and so she left behind her daughter with some cruel relatives, and had to get away. At the time, An-Mei did not see it as her mother was going through a difficult time, she saw it as her mother was abandoning her and that took a big toll on her feelings. Time went by and her mother had come back to try to get her, but her terrifying grandmother poured hot soup on An-Mei so she wouldn’t leave with her mother, forcing her to suffer severe burns.
In Amy Tan’s short story “Two Kinds”, a girl and her mother struggle to keep up good relations between them. All of these texts have great examples of signs of good and toxic relationships. The
She watched her mother die slowly and she watched her dad struggle to take care of her. As a young kid or even as an adult watching the person who is supposed to raise you and teach about love, and everything you need to know in life will greatly affect what type of person you turn into. One of the most heartbreaking things you can go through as a child is watching your mother slowly die and then watching your father struggle to take care of her and provide for the family. Ida went through a lot, her mom was sick and then her mom’s sister Clara came to help out and caused a lot of drama in the family. All the fighting put a lot of stress on young Ida, “Mama charged Clara with sneaking into the house like an enemy, charger that she had always covered papa, berated her for taking advantage of illness to have her way” (283).
The family would always ask “why us?” or “maybe it’s a curse” or “she was fine for years”, and the list would go on and on. (225) She didn’t feel like she belonged and her family
She was unable to take advantage of the opportunities that young people have today. She was taught to work and care for her siblings while dealing with her mother who
She is now recovered and is serving in the military, but she has scars from her past that will last a lifetime. I am eighteen and a senior in high school, and I was forced to grow up before my time. During thirteen years of my life we spent very poor or in an unstable household with my mother’s boyfriend, I kept good grades, never got in trouble with the law or at school, and never did drugs, I had baby-sitting jobs and when I turned sixteen, I got a job and held that job for two years. In my life I want more. To succeed I must give up who I am now to be who I want to be.
My mom, my sweet, gentle mom. My mom is like my sister, we love to talk about juicy stuff and love to share with each other what we did during the day. I don 't like to imagine myself without her because she is basically my life. She is caring and kind and always have a smile on her face when she sees me. When I say her name I get a picture of her in my mind.