Essay On Disappointment

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The moment when you realized that you 're a disappointment. You try to do everything you can to make him proud and be happy. But everything you try is not enough instead of him saying that he is proud of you he says try harder do better. And I know he doesn 't mean he means well, but don 't you think now and then it be nice to hear I 'm proud god-daughter of something. I 'm trying to meet your high standards even though you are being hard on me. I know you 're doing it for my own good. I Know you want to see me do well, and I just want you to know that I hear you and I 'm trying I 'm trying really hard. I know it must suck having a god-daughter who sucks at everything even being a god-daughter knowing that you bring disappointment to my …show more content…

I still feel pain I still am a crybaby I still have a heart that wants to do right to everyone, and knowing that you failed at you can only imagine what is doing to me now. I can fix it I don 't know how to. he explained his whole motive of being hard on me which makes sense because he see it in me they both sees something in me that i don 't see, and all he 's trying to do is pull that out of me. But me being scared of letting him down once again has me all tied up and not wanting to do anything but the bare minimum. But the question I have for me is, why do you stop way are you scared of failing if you say that you 're trying to live up to the expectation of other that you love and want to see you do well?. I feel like I have to do the absolute best when it comes down to expect something from me every time they see or hear of me, and coming out of character would be mind-blowing other people. I guess what I 'm trying to say is that I 'm a person whose life revolves on trying to make the world a happy better place, so why add-on another problem to the problem that we already have. My godparents and my family have too much on their hands to be worried about another child stepping out of line. And i know i hardly step out-of-place with

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