“I am strong, because I’ve been weak” In the book Tangerine by Edward Bloor, the Fishers move from Texas to Florida because Mr. Fisher gets a new job. Paul is told that he became blind by staring into an eclipse for too long, but later learned that it was his brother’s fault. Even though Paul starts off with a low self-esteem, he learns that he is strong, and can do whatever he puts his mind to. “I’m still afraid of Erik. I’m afraid Arthur now too.” Paul has a low self-esteem. He is weak and does not think that he can stand up for himself. “I can see things that Mom and Dad can’t. Or won’t.” Even though Paul hates his glasses, he thinks that they let him see see things that his parents don’t want to see because he is blind. “‘I saw him do
Paul’s vision may be impaired, but that does not stop him from seeing that he is stuck in the shadow of his older brother Erik. Throughout the novel, readers can see that Paul is more selfless than Erik.
In “Paul’s Case” by Willa Carther, Paul is a very peculiar kid. Many readers make the assumption that Paul has a mental illness. Not only may he have a mental illness, his father does not support him. Along with his unsupportive father, he does not have anyone to turn to when he needs help. He has friends and people he can speak with at the theatre, but they do not compare to parents.
Lastly, when Paul was testing his eye sight, he observes. “Suddenly I felt the hot breath of a predator on my neck. I screamed in terror. Erik laughed and ran over to Mom and Dad. He had snuck up on me from behind, from somewhere back around ten o’clock.
The experiences have profoundly affected him in a way that he cannot verbalize the hardships he has endured (LitCharts). Paul was estranged to his own life, not recognizing people, not being able to do things as he use to, and no longer being able to fit his old clothes. “I know them all still, I remember arranging them in order. I implore them with my eyes: Speak to me –take me up –take me, Life of my Youth… A terrible feeling of foreignness suddenly rises up in me, I cannot find my way back” (Remarque, 272).
Around the same section, Erik says the name “Castor” which triggers a memory Paul had blocked for a long time, the truth behind his visual impairment and that Erik was at fault for it. This led to Paul accepting it was not his fault and he finally stopped blaming himself for it. In conclusion, Paul started off as a wimpy, fearful kid who ended up finding a lot about himself and turned out a strong, independent young man. He had an incredible arch of character development throughout the entire novel, with changes in himself and the outside of him.
Erik’s choices impact Paul by making Paul get glasses, making him scared of his own brother, and causing him to lose friends for a certain period of time. A choice by Eriks affects Paul’s life by making him get glasses. “And I remembered Erik’s fingers prying my eyelids open while Vincent Castor sprayed white paint into them”(Bloor 263-264). Erik decided to tell his friend, Vincent Castor, to spray paint into Paul’s eyes.
When Paul was young, Erik and a friend of his put spray paint in Paul’s eyes, which left Paul a visually impaired person for the rest of his life. “And I remembered Erik’s fingers prying my eyelids open while Vincent Castor sprayed white paint into them. ”(Bloor 263) Erik accused Paul of telling on the teachers and getting Castor in trouble.
In the book “Tangerine”, by Edward Bloor, the character Paul Fisher goes through many tough episodes, but the toughest one was making the choice on weather to lose a friend, or to lose trust. Paul’s actions on jumping on Coach Warner did lead to helping his friend Tino escape a thrilling problem, but the consequence waiting for him later on was not so forgiving. ”I landed hard on Coach Warners back and held on tight. Riding his neck and shoulders.
Do you think it’s important to stand up for yourself and be self-confident? In the novel Tangerine, by Edward Bloor, Paul Fisher is a self-conscious boy who is visually impaired and goes through many challenges after he moves to Tangerine County, Florida. When Paul first moves to Tangerine, he is self-conscious, but as his confidence builds, he learns to stand up for himself. “I put the box down, quietly and hurried back into my room. I turned on the computer, got into my private journal, and wrote until about eleven o’clock.”
Paul's life is hard. His brother Erik makes choices that affect him drastically. In this book, Tangerine, Edward Bloor talks about the choices people around Paul's life make and how they affect him. As it says in the story, Erik spraypaints Paul's eyes. Erik did this when Paul was just five.
As an adult Paul still believes “it was [his] birth that made her like that” (Davies 266). His father who was the man responsible
Paul knows who Erik really is, will he tell the truth about the mysterious that have been happening in the average city of Tangerine County, Florida. One of the most important choices that Erik made that impacted Paul is when Erik decided to spray paint his younger brother’s eyes. The effect that this has on Paul is that Paul has to live with this bad choice for the rest of his life. This also impacted his life because Paul realised the truth about how he looks and that his family has lied to him since this event.
Paul felt “strange and remarkable”. Then, he remembered the real truth about his eyes. Erik pushed Paul over his limit. Paul was mad enough to tell on Erik, finally standing up to him. Erik made horrible choices.
Erik’s father was so into the “Erik fisher football dream” that he did not realize that Erik is the reason that Paul is halfway blind. Erik thought that Paul told on his friend and he got in trouble “ You’re going to have to pay for telling on Castor. You told who sprayed paint on the wall, and Castor got into trouble. Castor doesn’t like getting into trouble….. And I remember Erik’s fingers prying my eyelids open while Vincent Castor sprayed white paint into them.”
Meanwhile, Paul himself is another character whom Morrison uses to achieve mimesis. He keeps his emasculating torments as a slave in a “tin can” where his heart used to be, which he is unwilling to open because he feared if Sethe “got a whiff of the contents it would really shame him” (Morrison 85). His time as a slave made him see himself as a property rather than a man, which results in his loss of identity and repression of emotions, as well as prevents him from connecting with Sethe. His inability to convey his love prevents him from accepting and moving on from his trauma, and therefore creates pity.