Authors often hide important motifs within the characters and plot of a novel. This enables them to give the plot a deeper meaning than what is seen on the surface. In Speak, Laurie Halse Anderson uses the seasons to represent Melinda’s changing emotional state. Her emotional issues are first introduced in the autumn, when Melinda is beginning to close herself off. Her troubles increase and her emotional state deteriorates throughout the winter. A significant change can be seen in spring, when Melinda finally sees potential in herself and decides to speak up. Anderson represents Melinda’s emotional state in the novel by changing the way she acts and responds in relation to the seasons. Melinda’s emotional state begins to decline throughout …show more content…
Melinda has quickly reached an all-time low in her self-esteem in Marking Period 2, representing the long and harsh winters of the setting in Syracuse, New York. Melinda has almost reached a state of depression at this point in the novel. Her unhappiness can be shown through her attitude and word choice when she says, “It is getting harder to talk. My throat is always sore, my lips raw… I want to leave, transfer, warp myself to another galaxy… Even if I dump the memory, it will stay with me, staining me” (Anderson 50-51). It is evident that Melinda’s emotional state in this quote reflects the silence and sadness of winter. Like hibernation in winter, Melinda now spends most of her time hiding in her closet. This is similar to the way green grass and trees are hidden under a layer of snow. She has buried herself so deep in her troubles, and she thinks this winter will never end. Melinda constantly uses the cold weather and snow as an excuse to hide away and ignore her problems, which connects her attitude to the characteristics of …show more content…
In the 3rd and 4th Marking Periods, Melinda seems relieved that she has made it through winter and she starts to see potential in herself in the spring. She even makes the decision to share the story of her rape with the reader as a way to move on from the traumatic experience. A change in Melinda’s attitude is obvious when she declares, “I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here. A small, clean part of me waits to warm and burst through the surface. Some quiet Melindagirl I haven’t seen in months. This is the seed I will care for” (Anderson 188-189). In this quote, Melinda can be compared to a blooming flower, ready to escape the cold and move toward warmer weather. She creates a new beginning for herself by chopping off and raking out the bad memories. She also comes out of her burrow hole and steps into spring growth and sunshine. She accepts what has happened and is ready to embrace a new start. Spring is commonly the season of rebirth and growth, similar to how Melinda is growing and blossoming like a spring flower in Marking Period
Additionally, Melinda uses negative ways to cope by doing self-harm and isolating herself. Melinda also uses positive mechanisms to cope with her trauma by expressing herself through art and standing up for herself. Melinda states, "For a solid week, ever since the pep rally, I’ve been painting watercolors of trees that have been hit by lightning” (Anderson 30). This demonstrates how Melinda uses the arts to creatively express her emotions. She is also showing Mr. Freeman how she feels, which is a positive gesture.
At this point in the novel, the only thing revealed about what happened was that she had called the cops on a high school party during summer, leaving her friends mad at her. Melinda went through the first few classes and lunch on her terrible first day, finding them all completely miserable.
From the beginning of the book, where she seeks to avoid herself to now where Melinda empowers herself and stands up against
Also it’s showing that everyone does not think of her the same way. Melinda is also not blend in with everyone because she is wearing different clothes. In the end of the book, Rachel starts talking to Melinda again after she finds out Andy Evans raped her. Another part in the beginning of the book Heather starts making friends with Melinda but when Heather starts using her, Melinda stands up to her. Heather is super nice to Melida and invites her to do things, but when she meets the Martha’s she slowly started to leave Melinda behind until she needed something.
It is here where she learns that she will become stronger by getting rid of toxic people in her life and have more room to grow as a person as if those dead branches or friends were holding her back. After these wise words from her father, Melinda comes back to school and finally truly understands
She lost her identity and became cynical of other people. After her old friends ditched her, she lost a major part of herself. Then, although she did not consider Heather a “true friend”, she was desperate to keep her when Heather wanted to cut the ties of friendship. Going through high school is hard enough, but especially difficult when teenagers have no one there to go through it with. Also, Melinda’s appearance changes drastically over the summer.
At the end of the story she finally found her voice and was able to stand up for herself. In the beginning, Melinda didn't talk to anyone, barely even to her parents. She says, “I have tried so hard to forget every second of that stupid party and here I am in the middle of a hostile crowd that hates me for what I had to do. I can't tell them what really happened” (Anderson, 28).
After Melinda admits to herself that she was raped, Melinda starts to realize that
Here you notice when she is starting to isolate herself and not express what she truly feels to anyone. This later continues in chapter “Closet space” where it states “I want to confess everything, hand over the guilt and mistake and anger to someone else… Even if I dump the memory, it will stay with me, staining me. My closet is a good thing, a quiet place that helps me hold these inside my head where no one can hear them.” Melinda’s is having trouble talking, or communicating with others, lately.
For instance, she tells rachel about what happened at the party. Once Melinda learns that Andy and Rachel are attending prom together, she needed to tell Rachel about what Andy did. “I was stupid and drunk and I didn’t know what was happening and then he hurt-I scribbled that out-raped me” (183). Melinda finally telling someone about what happened is a perfect example of her recovery. At the beginning of the novel, she could not even talk to her friends.
All of her friends turned their back on Melinda, made fun of her, made her life a living hell. Her parent did not notice that her friends had turned their back on her until late into the school year and it is almost over. Her parents did not do their job in taking care of their baby girl because they were tired from work and did not have a healthy relationship themself. Melinda got stuck in a cycle because of what Andy did to her. She was battling depression basically alone, she had one girl who talked to her out of everybody in her school willingly Heather.
The novel Speak, by Laurie Halse Anderson, is about a girl named Melinda, who shows signs of depression throughout the story. She has no friends and is hated by people she doesn’t even know. This is because she called the cops at a party, where she was raped. Anderson includes literary elements to show how Melinda is depressed. Throughout the novel, she uses many different literary elements to show Melinda’s conflict.
Melinda, in a lot of ways, starts out like that it the book. She becomes a shell of herself from before the party happened and because no one else was there, she is lonely and doesn't have anybody to go to and to make matters even worse, she’s covered by the reputation that she has formed. In the book, Laurie Halse Anderson uses symbolism to convey exactly what Melinda can't say. In the beginning of the book, Melinda starts high school carrying her emotional wounds with her after something happens mysterious to her at a party during the summer.
Speak Journal Response This journal is in response to the novel Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson. As a coming-of-age contemporary novel, Speak discusses many sensitive issues that are still prominent even today. In this story, we explore the life of Melinda Sordino, a fourteen-year-old girl who is beginning high school right after experiencing an utterly traumatic event: rape. Melinda is left friendless, with no one to help and support her after what happened.
Speak, a novel written by Laurie Halse Anderson, is a memorable story about a girl who overcomes a horrific experience, rape, and with it, injustice. Melinda, the main protagonist, has an emotional journey, and with the help of her art teacher, Mr. Freeman, survives through this excursion. As Mr. Freeman says, “‘Welcome to the journey’” (12). Mr. Freeman assists Melinda, by constantly questioning her emotional being, turning an art project into a pool of her feelings, and forcing Melinda to see the light in her heart. With Mr. Freeman lifting her emotional baggage, Melinda can finally be free and with that, experience happiness once again.