The Importance Of Becoming A Baby

My special times of my life have been the days I got blessed with my twin boys, my daughter, and nephew. Becoming a mother was very struggling, I and my husband had struggled with fertility for a long time due to the depo shot birth control side effect. Our situation went from struggling to conceive to conceive with no problem. One child is what we desperately wanted, but we got blessed with four in less than three years. They all came into our lives in a different way, but they were all amazing and beautiful moments I will never forget.

Becoming pregnant the first time was very hard. Our hopes were slowly drifting away, but we decided to try for the last time and we seek professional help. We started with a plan, but we still didn't see what

After having a missing menstruation and few other symptoms I decided to take a test when I saw another positive test I was surprised. I made my appointment and ultrasound did show a baby, we still didn't believe it. We were surprised how life throws unexpected blessings, from struggling and planning to not even trying. Week 19 we found out we were having a little girl. My husband was so happy he was dancing because he had his boys and now he was going to have his little princess. I was able to go full term with my daughter, I got to experience more of the pregnancy stages. 8/17/2017 was the day I got to hold my princess. The most unexpected beautiful gift was sent for me to love and cared

I knew my nephew wasn't mine, but I knew I was always going to support and take care of him like a mother would with their own children. I had so much fear to lose him because we did not have any rights over him. One day my mom had enough and decided to do the best for my nephew and fought for him and the court gave her permanent custody. That day a lot of weight was lifted off our shoulders we were no longer scared something would happen to him and we would not be able to help him. He calls me "Mommy" all the time, he gets so excited to see me and tells me he loves me. God gave me another opportunity to be a mother of another child. He came into my life in vulnerable, innocent way, having no idea of what was going on. I will never forget the day when he was four months his dad came to drop him off and he smiles and reaches for me after a long time of not seeing me I didn't think he would remember me. At that moment I knew he felt secure with me, he knew everything was going to be okay when I was around, and I am not going to fail