Narrative Essay About My Mistakes

Have you ever regretted something as soon as you did it? People often don’t realize their mistakes until they were enlightened from what they have done. I hate it when I made mistakes. It’s nothing at first, but afterwards, regret creeps me inside. It feels like I want to turn back time to fix what I have done and to alter the outcome or effect positively. Mistakes help us to learn the dichotomy between good and bad. However, my biggest mistake in life is not about doing something bad and hurting someone, rather it is I who hurt myself. It was during my junior high school, specifically during my seventh grade, when I first had a romantic relationship. It was not a serious relationship and it was just because of the influence of my friends,

Day and night we texted each other, exchanging ‘good mornings’, ‘good nights’ and ‘take cares’. One day, I noticed that there’s something wrong the way she texted me. I did not ask anything from her yet for days, until I can’t hold it anymore. I asked her, but she said there’s nothing wrong. But it still bothers me for days. When I went home, she explained everything. She said that it is not the time yet for both of us. She doesn’t like what we have for now, we act like partners but there is no label. “We need to focus first with our studies and time will come for both of us,” she said. I got mad and said rude words to her through text message. I became angry with her for, and weeks have passed before I finally accepted it. We still managed to become friends, but it’s a lot different compared before. And I also learned that there is someone who is with her every time. It’s our friend and the worst is my childhood friend. I admit that I got jealous with them. Months have passed and their closeness went to the highest level. My jealousy is still present. I don’t know if I will get mad or cry, until I’ve learned that they are already partners. It is not easy to accept it, but I need to. However, there is still a lot that happened before I knew about their