In the story, “Where Have You Gone, Charming Billy?”, Tim O’Brien uses characters to show that Imagination is a strong coping strategy when facing war. The protagonist in the story, Paul Berlin, is introduced as a new recruit who doesn’t want to be fighting in the Vietnam war. O’Brien makes this very clear and throughout the story, Paul is seen coping with the stress of the war by using his imagination. The first time O’Brien shows this is as Paul is marching through Vietnam with his troop in the night. This is how he describes what Paul is thinking, “He was pretending he was not in the war, pretending he had not watched Billy Boy Watkins die of a heart attack that afternoon. He was pretending he was a boy again, camping with his father in …show more content…
He pretended he was not a soldier” (O’Brien 586). O’Brien uses flashbacks to show how much Paul misses his life before the war. He is using flashbacks as a way to cope with the stressful situation of marching through enemy territory. Because Paul is so stressed from the war, he is using his imagination to help change his current reality. The last sentence where he says he was pretending to not be a soldier is an obvious way that O’Brien shows how Paul is using his imagination to cope with being a soldier in the war. Shortly after, Paul is back marching again on an enemy road. In this situation, Paul is again using his imagination. This is how O’Brien tells of Paul’s way of distracting himself, “He counted his steps, concentrating on the numbers, pretending that the steps were dollar bills and that each step through the night made him richer and richer so that soon he would become a wealthy man, and he kept counting and considered the ways he might spend the money after the war and what he would do” (O’Brien …show more content…
Since this is now the second time Paul is using his imagination to distract himself from his current situation, there has to be some deeper meaning. The deeper meaning is that, again, Paul is using his imagination to develop a different reality than the current one he’s dealing with. He is using counting to lower the amount of stress and fear that he is feeling while marching through the jungle. This theme is again shown at the end of the story when Paul is done marching. Paul is once again thinking about something else to distract him from the war. This is how O’Brien puts it, “Private First Class Paul Berlin lay back and turned his head so that he could lick at the dew with his eyes closed, another trick to forget the war. He might have slept. "I wasn't afraid," he was screaming or dreaming, facing his father's stern eyes. "I wasn't afraid," he was saying” (O’Brien 590). Now at the end of the story, O’Brien uses foreshadowing again to show Paul is thinking about another reality where he’s no longer dealing with war. This is another instance where his imagination helps relieve his
I see how peoples are set against one another, and in silence, unknowingly, foolishly, obediently, innocently slay one another” (263). As the war comes to a gruesome end, Paul realizes how the war aged him. And how he went into the war a young man with a hopeful life ahead of him and ended the war as an exposed, aged
During the scene, Paul describes how he “[does] not think” and “make[s] no decision” which shows that the suffering of war has made Paul not consider the enemy as real people (216). The detachment that Paul demonstrates contributes to the idea that the notion of war makes people detach from empathetic views of the soldiers fought
Paul encounters an enemy soldier in no-man’s land and says “Why do they never tell us that you are poor devils like us, that your mothers are just as anxious as ours, and that we have the same fear of death, and the same dying and the same agony–Forgive me comrade; how could you be my enemy?” (215)Paul is starting to realize that the enemy is basically the same that they are and he is starting to question war in general. But with him witnessing Gerard Duval, it definitely starts to change his sense of perspective because Paul witnessed him die and wants to write to Duval’s Wife after realizing that he too has a family who loves him. This whole idea of questioning the war really comes into play when the Kaiser visits their army. The army realizes that the Kaiser is no more special than anyone else and that the Nationalism and propaganda they were forced into seeing made people think that the Kaiser was their supreme leader, but realistically he was just a normal man and it disappointed the soldiers.
He becomes unaware to violence and death, a common occurrence for soldiers during war. Paul's experiences on the front line, such as watching his friend die slowly and painfully, also contribute to his mental breakdown. Paul becomes very upset with the war, knowing that the leaders who started the war didn't experience the same suffering as soldiers on the front line. He feels betrayed, as he realizes that normal people do not understand the reality and weight of war. "We are forlorn like children, and experienced like old men, we are crude and sorrowful and superficial—I believe we are lost.
The ruthless killing brings a toll on the people who will remember that the enemies are men just like them, as Paul does when he instantly regrets his actions, saying that he would not kill him if he could redo the situation. Thus Paul sees value in being a coward, as he thinks it would be more courageous not to kill him than to go by the standards he learns. The German soldiers train as if they were animals acting upon their instincts to do so, which bears similarity to the human nature of war. Paul is at the stage where he lacks any hope for the war and does not see the light at the end of the tunnel. It is in the winter and at the time when Paul is so accustomed to the war that it is just another day for him.
Paul fails to kill the soldier immediately and sees his face. Paul chooses to help the man pass with less pain than kill him. Paul explains his reason with “If only I had not lost my revolver while crawling about, I would shoot him, Stab him I cannot” (220-221). After the Frenchman dies Paul learns about his background, how he has a wife and a kid. Paul’s thought processes begins to worsen and his thoughts get a little out of hand, making him go slightly insane.
He tries to picture what the soldier’s family and wife would have looked like and whether or not he should write back a letter. In the next quote, the French soldier has officially died. Paul props him up and talks to him, “Comrade, I did not want to kill you… I see you are a man like me” (Remarque 99). In this line, Paul apologizes to the soldier and explains that he did not mean to kill him as it was an act of protection.
I was a soldier, and now I am nothing but an agony for myself, for my mother, for everything that is so comfortless and without end. I ought never to have come on leave. " Paul cannot connect with his mother, father, or any of his personal possessions because he realizes that he is not the same person. He has to live in fear of the dangers of war, not of the superficial worries of his past. He has formed a new family, and eventually as all his friends die, he becomes satisfied with his own impending death because he knows that although his entire time has been filled with struggles, he will no longer have to fight and will be at peace.
He was scared, but went on anyway he came back he was glad that he got to serve his country. Paul is similar to him because he probably thought of things to get the war of his mind like maybe his memories.
Throughout the story Paul shows that he cares about his comrades by protecting them from the dangers of war, and he also displays that he will guide them in war. Paul uses his skills of intelligence to guide his team in the trenches and at the front, and he passes on his knowledge and tricks of war to the new recruits. Not many soldiers have all of these qualities, which makes Paul stand out more than his comrades. Even today some men don't express the passion and leadership Paul shows in All Quiet on the Western Front, which brings up the fact that the war needs more men like Paul. To sum up, Paul is an honest and true man who will always be there for his comrades when needed, and he is a man the troops are proud to say is a patriotic
This demonstrates how much these soldiers depend and need one another. In the novel it says, “Our only comfort is the steady breathing of our comrades asleep, and thus we wait for the morning” (Remarque 275). I imagine being in a dangerous environment such as an ongoing war it would be difficult to find comfort. However, Paul knowing his comrades are alive and getting some rest brings him comfort.
Everyone in the town kept asking Paul about the war. The mayor and Paul dad had kept asking him questions, and Paul was getting angry with his dad and the mayor, because he did not want to talk about it. Paul had also really missed his friends and was worried about them and hoped they would be okay when Paul had returned. I did not realize that Paul did not like that subject to be brought up, because in his head he sees many terrible scenes going on and many bombs being very close to him. Paul wanted to spend time with his mom, because he knew that she would be dying soon of cancer.
While Paul was on leave, he was able to be with his family who he no longer felt the same connection with because of the trauma he had gone through already. Paul was able to feel emotions he had been avoiding to become inhumane for the war conditions that eventually built up so much that now he is not able to contain himself anymore. But, even though he had these horrible feelings and thoughts, he kept fighting, he did not give up. He knew that it was not an option and he had to forget about everything he has gone through and the painful deaths he had to encounter. Secondly, Paul was one of the last recruits alive of his friends in the war.
The war has destroyed their old life and they must grasp onto the reality that as much as they fight and push, they will never have what they had nor who they truly were before the war. After Paul is the only 1 of the 7 people in his class remaining alive he is granted 14 days of rest due to swallowing a small quantity of gas. While Paul is outside being attacked by his thoughts, he concludes that, “Let the months and years come, they can bring me nothing more. I am so alone, and so without hope that I can confront them without fear. The life that has borne me through these years is still in my hands and eyes.
Paul is happy to be home but is frustrated by all of the questions. He is on leave and would prefer to not talk about the pain and suffering of the war. Paul is struggling with feeling at home as he has spent so much time away, and has already had close friends die and seen horrific things, why would he want to relive that? Especially because it is his mother, he doesn't want to explain the awful parts of the war. He then decides to lie to her.