MY PRIVATE BATTLE Living with chronic illness and pain is something that isn’t easily understood by people who are not going through the same thing. Moreover, the effects of illness are an emotional and personal daily battle. All of us with Fibromyalgia are not the same!! Not one of us has the exact same symptoms. We have a lot of the same, some are worse, some are less, but no two are exactly alike! Before I proceed, let me give you a thorough input about what happens with Fibromyalgia (FM). So, bear with me. Fibromyalgia or central nervous disorder is a chronic syndrome of unknown aetiology. Muscular pain muscle spasms, restless leg syndrome, pins and needles, buzzing, numbness, electrifying pain, tearing pain, poking pain, hammering, biting, …show more content…
These things have allowed me to a stronger person — both in conviction and in the ability to see past my limitations. So, yes I hurt both physically and emotionally but I have found strength I never thought I had which eventually fades clouded by pain. “I am scared.” I have read and read as much I could and still am. I know there is no cure for either and I don’t see remission in my future. I worry what the future holds and where I will be in 10 years. How will I take care of myself. Who will I have when my parents are no longer around? Taking life one day at a time is all I can do and that is scary in and of itself. It’s beyond a battle to make the best of my life with chronic illness. “Life is just not fair.” I am not always able to make plans because I don’t know if I will be able to follow through. I don’t know what the future holds because I have to take life as it comes. I can only be hopeful, and I am. The pain has taken a lot from me, but I have taken a lot back. No one said life was fair but it is worth living. While I truly believe that, I just sometimes want to vent and say that life just isn’t
I do not let this pain hold me back in life and I will never let any other adversity do so either. Anyone who knows me knows that I am very independent. I was unable to go out or get ready in the morning on my own, and that was not going to work for me. So, day by day, I did everything I could to be my own person and not let this hold me back. I’ve always felt a little voice inside my head telling me that I am special and that there is a great plan for my life.
In unit two, a few sources that have been read discuss an individual’s remission while incorporating their patient narrative to the medical field. This can explain the relationship between narrative and medicine, since individuals have the chance to share their story about their state of remission, and it must be in relation to their progress with their doctor and others in the medical field that had a part in the individual’s remission as well. The idea of remission occurs most bluntly in G. Thomas Couser in “Recovering Bodies: Illness, Disability, and Life Writing.” In this article, Couser explains the concept of “the remission society” (10). In this writing, he discusses the fact that medicine has helped in remission throughout the years, but the medicine itself that gave the life back to the person cannot immediately give their life significant meaning, because that is the individuals responsibility, and sometimes individuals are not completely cured of their illness.
It’s not easy and at times I did not deal with things the best way possible. Though in the end it made me a stronger person. “Alone felt like an actual place to me.” This was a quote from the notorious Cheryl Strayed. I felt as though
Fibromyalgia affected her life in every way, even in regards to getting out of bed in the mornings, going to work, and maintaining her usually positive attitude. My mother’s illness started to become apparent especially in the mornings when it became increasingly difficult to get out of bed in the mornings. She felt drained and unmotivated to fulfill daily
Cristina profile Many people think that GED students would never be able to get into law school, however Cristina Arriola is on her way to proving that not to be true. Soon to be recognized as the paralegal student of the year by Del Mar, Cristina has come a long way to achieve this honor. At 28, she will given the Outstanding Academic Student award that is given out to one student for each department. While Christina has worked hard for this award, the journey has been anything but easy.
Achieving With Positivity Everything in life can change depending on one’s attitude towards it. Author, Randy Pausch, shares his life experience, and what he finds beneficial during his last few months of life with pancreatic cancer. The memoir depicts Pausch’s most valuable life lessons he learns, as well as, shows readers his experiences and achievements throughout points of his life. Although one will face countless obstacles, attitude is the most important factor in life because it enables one to achieve his dreams, and positively affect others.
Today, I am reminded of a saying: “there are places in the heart that do not exist, pain must be so that they may be”. In the past, I reasoned this saying to be a metaphor for compassion…that as we work through our pain, we become more connected and loving toward others. What I discovered is; that introspective examination assigning the meaning to pain and painful events is soul work while the work of connecting and loving others is a good but superficial start.
Fibromyalgia is a disease causing musculoskeletal pain and other complications. This is a disease not widely talked about, but that affects many people’s daily lives. When faced with fibromyalgia small things that used to seem almost like second nature become tasks that seem nearly impossible. As this disorder begins to grow, thanks to now knowing more about it, it is important to be informed. To understand this disorder taking a closer look at the symptoms, the process of making the diagnosis, causes, and treatment options is crucial.
What’s the Best Most Comfortable Bra for Fibromyalgia A line in the Herman’s Hermits song “Mother-In-Law” tells us (she was) “Sent from down below…”. Brilliant definition of a fibromyalgia bra. Or, as many fibro forum members posted, bras are unequivocally evil. Scientific research has declared the bra a “false necessity”.
Honor Society Character Essay Life is unfair, it can be difficult to continue, and easy just to give to stop and give up sometimes. Whenever I get depressed, I think of someone whose life was worse than mine and suffered more than me, and his problems compared to mine. Particularly I think of man named William Ernest Henley. He was a British poet that suffered a cruel, unfair life.
I have five medical issues, and I know that it could be much better, but it could be so much worse. I could have really had a brain tumor, or I could be non-verbal like kids at my neurologist. I have long given up on the idea of being a perfect person with no flaws, because that is no one 's reality. I shake, scream words, slap the air, choke every now and then, drool on myself and if someone does not accept that, that is not my problem. Life is easier when you accept what you can not change.
At that moment, everything changed for my family and me. There were several doctors appointments, blood draws, MRI scans, traveling across the country multiple times, and a traumatic 16 hour surgery, which left me with little memory of my childhood. This journey has made me very weak, but very strong. Although I have seen the face of death, it has not killed my
If it were cancer, I wouldn’t be nervous to write this essay. Instead, I’m terrified my words won’t be good enough. I’m not quite sure it’s what my brother would want, but at the same know it might just be what someone like him needs. I write it anyway. Because I need to put these words on the page.
There will be days when I’m late to work and get hollered at by my boss, but I’ll have to accept it because that 's how the world goes round. There will be days where my anxiety decides it wants to take over and I’ll shake on the ground. Or the days where I can 't take it anymore because my Crohn’s disease is not my fault and I’ll drowned in my tears and the screams of “I’m only human!”. Even the days where I can’t forget that the paths I’m choosing for my life are things my family and friends don’t agree with, and the only thing keeping me from giving up is because there’s no point to continuing if all I’m doing is keeping others happy.
For my Realism Documenting project, I tried to focus on things that most people do without thinking, things like cleaning off a counter top. A very small part of why I chose to do this was because of The Spoon Theory by Christine Miserandino, it is a small story about how Christine explained to her friend what it is like to have a chronic illness via spoons, spoons are kind of like energy. She explains how your average healthy person would have an unlimited number of spoons in a day, but when you have a chronic illness your number of spoons is limited and varied by day. Every activity that you do takes away a spoon, from making food to taking a shower. I have a few chronic illnesses, such as chronic migraines with an everyday headache, chronic joint pain, and a mystery illness that affects my immune system that doesn’t have a diagnosis yet.