Staying in class a bit, I turn my back and go downstairs. The dark shade suffuses omnipresently on the way I am going down. Keeping going downstairs with a terrified feeling, I realize that I am stuck in there alone and it seems like there is no way to escape from that place. Suddenly, I get out of there and ride a bike back home. One more time, I get lost and cannot figure out which ways to come home since all the roadways confuse me due to its strangeness. One moment later, I arrive at home and stand exactly in the same position where I stood at first. The image of sliding down the hill repeats again. At that time, the speed of the scooter is faster and out of control. That’s why I crash directly into the bushes. I am scratched everywhere on my body, but the wounds are not too severe.
The dream stopped when I was scratched because of the interruption of the alarm. My dream did not have the beginning and the ending such as the stories without a first and last chapter. However, it left different kind of feelings which made me being in the mood all the day obviously. This is the first time I have tried to
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All I can remember is I was scratched while I was getting into the bushes. These scratches symbolised how much I was hurt when each relationship ended. Friendship is really crucial to me and I am also picky in finding friends. However, I cannot avoid something bad happening in that friendship. I always ask myself after an ending friendship: “Am I wrong? What did I do that allowed my friends to go away from me?”. I tried to find out the reasons they left me. I am a kind of person that get a lot of hurt from friendship. I have never cried for anyone except my family and my friends. All the friendship I have, I do respect all of them but it does not mean that I will be treated in the same way that I treat them. In fact that you have to accept the injustice in this
I am surrounded by darkness, confined in a paltry room its contents limited to a bed with a thin mattress and pillow. The air is dense and smells of blood. The brown walls smothered in writing reek of mulch. The only way to get in or out is through a small metal door that is locked from the outside. I feel like a caged animal, my every move being watched.
This psychological assignment requires us to break a social norm. In my case, I decided to break an appearance social norm. I thought in something weird, but at the same time really funny. Therefore, I entered to my little walking closet and I took the most brilliant and extravagant high heels shoes that I found to wear them at a place when people usually used flip flops.
Lani: I was helping for someone’s project for COMM 245; I was in the video lab, in the studio. I was on campus and decided to contact everyone I knew who comes to the school. I remember I sent out a snap saying guys I think there is a shooting, be careful and then I started sending out individual texts to people making sure they were okay, like hey are you good? Stay out of an area.
It felt like I was just driving in circles the entire time, but I knew I wasn’t. I passed by nothing. I was in the middle of nowhere. I passed the house about 3 times. It was like a pattern, the house, fallen tree, creepy broken fence, abandoned house with another broken fence and a creepy scarecrow, a tree that fell down and out of the ground, and then the house again, and the pattern kept on repeating.
My world began when I transferred schools in grade 6 and transported to a world comparable to Morningstar’s palace. A world of isolation, fake friends, and loneliness. A world of insufficiency, shortcomings, and failure. A world of torment, suffering, and agony, that still haunts me today. My world began in hell.
While strange shapes would show, and so would colors, I began to get dizzy, trying to avoid the terrifying spiders and what was said to be vicious scorpions and snakes, I became hopeless not able to hold my imagination and not knowing what was reality, I became hungry. I became so hungry that I began to eat the baby spiders crawling up my throbbing leg and as the day became longer the more I became lonelier not knowing what the future would hold for me. As the night grew darker so did the noise and creaking I heard, not knowing where the mysterious noise had come from I became severally frightened. While wishing my peers were here to comfort me, I began to think about how enraged they must be with me for shattering the majestic carpet. Soon I began to doubt the forgiveness of my peers.
When I was in kindergarten, I did not have friends; my highs and lows oscillated on the approval of others who understood me even less than I did myself. For picture day, I remember being happy to wear my favorite shirt: a Strawberry Shortcake blouse with ruched sleeves. A girl deprecatingly told me I looked like a little kid. I never wore the shirt again. Although I already felt like an outsider, the situation worsened when I moved from Las Vegas to Hawaii.
I used to be so oblivious. I would attend school every day and criticize my surroundings, little did I know how much I actually had. Come junior year, I observed a flyer for a club called S.A.L.T. (Student-Athlete Leadership Team), it seemed interesting to me so I decided to fill out an application. During our first meeting at 6:45 in the morning, Coach Jones, the head of the club, explained, “I did not cut anyone since you will cut yourself, you will give up and you will not want to put the work in, so you will stop coming.
It’s unfair to treat people differently from others because they could feel left out or sad.
The rest of the day was spent in solitary. That night I did manage to get what some would call sleep, but it was far from pleasant. At first, all I could see was a thick veil of darkness. Then I began hearing crying in the distance, like a lost soul adrift in the abyss of darkness. Then it cut off abruptly, only a suspended echo remaining.
Regardless of those horrors during his time as a police officer, the horror he is exposed to ever since he joined the special unit, by far overshadows his days as a cop. The harshness of the world he is currently living in took it’s toll on him and his marriage. He should have known his marriage was over after their first year, but he was too busy to notice. Until the sheriff arrived with a summons for divorce in his second year on the unit.
I have had tough hope once, I had to move to a different state and start to get used to the new place. Moving was hard and took a long time to move everything to our new house. My new house was hard to get used to because it was different and I wasn 't used to it which made it hard to sleep and I had to leave my friends behind and I would have to find new friends. Making new friends was hard because I would be alone until I found new friends and I would have no one to talk to so I would be very quiet. Usually I would always be talking to a friend and I am only social with friends.
Runaway from The Shots When I was 5 years old, my mom took me to her work, usually it’s a pleasure helping her with her errands. That is, until one day my mom tricked me and took me to the doctor's office instead of the park and my hopes went down when I couldn’t runaway from the nurse. Every afternoon, after school my mom took me to her office. There I completed my homework and ate my lunch. After that, my mom and I go out to complete her errands.
Starting over Starting over might be easy when you are young, but if you are middle age and already have a stable and calm life, it is very hard to start over. My family and I moved from Egypt to The US three years ago, so we had to start from scratch. We found systems in the US are different from my country. After we found a good residence, our concern was finding employment. I was a science teacher in my country, so I tried to find a job in the educational field, but there were a lot of requirements to get a job as a teacher.
I stopped trying to have a friend, I figured no-one would want to be friends with what I had become. I didn't care anymore, I had come to picture everyone as a jerk. Which got me into a lot of fights and my attitude just drove my teachers crazy. I even started thinking suicidal thoughts. I had fantasies of killing myself.