“Hani! TURN BACK RIGHT NOW!” My mom raised her voice then screamed through the front door as her face reddened by irritation. But that was my last chance. I had to flee away to achieve my dream, becoming a singer. When I was seven, my dad brought home a television from his oversea business trip. As I explored all the channels it had, I was fascinated in a music video. I couldn’t take my eyes off the singer. Her confident moves, powerful voice, and charming smile were memorized in my head. From that day, I nurtured a dream to grow into a successful singer. However, my mom and dad were extremely strict, and they had prejudice against people who worked in entertainment industry. I knew I must hide it from my parents or they would destroy it …show more content…
I started saving money, packing stuffs and searching an accomodation after leaving this house. I furtively tracked all the bus schedule, and finally, my plan was fully made. Early in the morning, when the sun just gleamed a bit in the sky, I carried my heavy loads and carefully cascaded the stairs. Unfortunately, I tripped over and dropped a bag. It made a noise big enough to wake up my parents. I tried to collect scattered stuffs and headed to the door. Threateningly, I heard a voice from upstairs yelling my name out. Being aware of they would stop me, I took a deep breath and bolted to the bus station. The reality wasn’t always the same as people’s imagination. Leaving parents’ embraces meant I had to become more independent and self-sufficient. I applied for three to four part-time jobs to pay the fees of rental, transportation, and food. And I also needed to find auditions from entertaining companies, so I could fulfill my dream. The grueling schedule and difficulties of living in a totally strange place exhausted me in every minute and second. After a tiring day, when I got home, covering myself in the blanket, all I could do were shedding tears and feeling powerless. There were some moments, I desired to return home and apologize my parents for this ebullience. But that was what I chose, and I would face it fearlessly to show my parents that I could accomplish …show more content…
I was admitted to a famous company and became their trainee. Nevertheless, to perform on the stage, I needed to be trained severely and went on a horrible diet. It turned to be harder everyday. But imagining myself on stage, being applauded by thousand of fan made me motivated. Subsequently, I asked the manager to allow me to perform at a stage with the singers in the same company. Luckily, the timing was right; he agreed with a condition that I only could sing no more than three minutes. For me, the permission from him was just like once in a lifetime chance. I was occupied in preparing a song that could impress on audiences’ memory; besides, I also intensified the practise. Since I left, I tried to contact my parents for the first time. I wanted to show them a new image of me, a different and better me. My hand was shivering along the time I talked to them, Meanwhile, I retrained my sobs because I didn’t want them to see my weakness. I literally begged them to come to the
“Music is present and an integral part of every life celebration: birthdays, holidays, funerals, Quinceañeras, you name it.” Having music around throughout her childhood got her interested in becoming a performer herself.
Through my many years of school, kindergarten through high school, I have had countless numbers of people and experiences that have shaped me into the young woman I am today. My most recent experience that has taught me so much about myself and life is my first theater experience, UIL one act play. For years and years my parents encouraged me to try out for one-act play. They believed I would be a natural since I previously enjoyed public speaking contests. Because of my involvement in so many other extra-curricular activities, there always seemed to be a conflict that gave me a good excuse not to try out for the play.
The next year, Starfire would be traveling to Mexico over the summer to build a house. After my first trip, I knew that missing out would not be an option. However, my parents didn’t see the immense value that I had for Starfire, as its importance something that must be felt or experienced, and cannot be explained. They didn’t realize that I came to rehearsal on Wednesday and sang on Sunday not because I was supposed to, but because I genuinely wanted to. They didn’t realize that going to Mexico would be more than building a house for a family in need, but it would also be about building
’s what would I have done. This made me cherish my family and know how to relate with others. Eventually, she was able to endure to the
I had to learn a new language. " She then goes on to explain that she came over from her hometown in Russia at only 12 years old. The move was rather abrupt and unexpected,
I meet ambassadors from around the world, and I was able to speak with amazing musicians and performers. While in Hawaii, I snorkeled in Hanauma Bay, hiked Diamond Head volcano, and visited Pearl Harbor. I will never forget the friendships that I forged all because of music. I began as a naïve middle schooler and transformed myself into a confident performer and student. I now carry a sense of pride because I finally completed my dream.
Five minutes left, start pulling luggage, walk with heavy trend. I cannot look back, because I’m fearful to see all of the tears. Nonetheless, I finally receive the courage to look back, my family is still standing in the same position with dismay eyes. I wave back to my lovely family, it is a hurtful
The experience at school was a defining life moment for the transition because it caused me to be an independent individual. The school had a very demanding level of study with a very burdensome load of work. With this big work load I was taught, and learned, how to work at professional level in both my academics and my artistic requirements. I also had to learn how to get my work done and also practice my vocal technique in a timely fashion while keeping my mind and body healthy.
I have had tough hope once, I had to move to a different state and start to get used to the new place. Moving was hard and took a long time to move everything to our new house. My new house was hard to get used to because it was different and I wasn 't used to it which made it hard to sleep and I had to leave my friends behind and I would have to find new friends. Making new friends was hard because I would be alone until I found new friends and I would have no one to talk to so I would be very quiet. Usually I would always be talking to a friend and I am only social with friends.
Working as much as I could with him, my voice improved drastically, but my sound had not completely formed to my goal tone. Continuously and slowly improving, I learned various techniques and exercises that formed the foundation of my voice, the air support from the diaphragm. The only obstacle that prevented me from progressing more was the natural anchor of my voice still changing, which prevented it from having a developed tone. It was not till my twelfth grade year that my voice matured and developed the musical tone I always knew I could
I accepted the fact that I would only see my brother sometimes. I had faith that my brother wouldn’t forget about me. From the way he was crying, I knew he didn’t want to leave. I had seen a different side of my brother. This side was a fragile and emotional side.
“Yeah because of you, you left mom it’s your fault she’s not here, you lazy bum, all you ever did was go to the bar and drink every day, the only reason you have a job now is because mom isn’t here to support us.” “Go to your room” “Why because I’m right” “ I said GO TO YOUR ROOM, NOW! AND DON’T COME OUT” I ran up the stairs enter my room and slammed the door behind me.
The transforming moment I experienced did not just happen on its own. It was supported by the encouragement of my middle school music teacher. Looking back at that particular moment also made me realize how influential music educators can be to their students which ideally steered me towards the path of becoming a music educator. When I was in middle school I realized that music had to be a part of my life right away, but I did not realize that my music teacher had such an impact on my life choices until now. Everyone has at least one transformative moment in their life yet it can happen at any moment without them even realizing
It was only my second year being in choir and I was going to attempt college-level music competing against people who have been singing way longer than I had; some that has even been in choir since the sixth grade. I knew I needed all the help I could get so I went to Tarleton’s All-State Choir Camp over the summer. It was there I saw a familiar face, Kyle Hendrix, a former all-stater bass from our school.
I woke up terrified , those nightmares they keep happening. I was thinking to myself saying why haven't they went away. But suddenly my thoughts were disturbed by the yelling of my sister. I got out of bed and went down stairs where i had seen my sister jill making breakfast , she turned around and saw me , then she asked “ nightmares again ”. I answered “ yes ”.