Passion Over Pain
Many little girls have dreams of growing up and becoming a beautiful ballerina. I was no exception to this cliché dream. As I became older, my life revolved around dance. Every waking moment I was thinking about how I could challenge myself and become a better dancer, and an even better performer. I was in the studio every single day for thirty plus hours per week, trying to perfect my technique. My dream was to become an award winning dancer. I wanted to perform on a variety of stages across the country, and later become a part of the competition circuit which I had grown up in. However, with every dream, there will always be a setback that’s bound to happen. I had no idea that my soon to be setback actually had been building
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But as time went on, we gave up and decided to just hold private lessons in my room. My room was equipped with ballet barres and a full length mirror to accommodate these rehearsals. I spent months expanding on my technique and learning new dances for the upcoming year. After convincing the woman who gave me the private lessons to open a studio, I finally had to chance to learn more than ever. My dance teacher would take me to attend classes in New Jersey, New York, and numerous local conventions. Hours upon hours I spent in the studio and at conventions, and with those hours of work my injuries became more prominent. It became difficult for me to complete simple task such as bending my knees, walking distances, or even just standing up. At one competition, I was doing my dance. And near the end of the piece, I felt excruciating pain shoot through my leg which left me in tears on the side of the stage. That is when my mom decided it was time to get me checked out before I became incapable of dancing at all. The doctor concluded that I had grown so much over the year, that I ended up with a case of osgood-schlatters disease in both of my knees, resulting in me having to be contained in a full length knee immobilizer for six months- for each knee. After an agonizing year of being sidelined, I jumped back into my regular routine without hesitation. The pain returned after a few weeks, but this time with vengeance. We visited a different orthopedist, and this time we came back with a different result. This time the doctor came back and told us that because I had grown so much and stretched my ligaments to their limits, I would now suffer with inflammatory diseases. That was when they finally decided surgery was needed in order to fix one of the issues of plica. In a span of a month, I had arthroscopy on both my knees, with a recovery time of three months. I never anticipated the battle I would have to endure in order
During this phase, I seriously considered quitting ballet. But I didn't. I don't know exactly what emotion unknowingly poured over me, but it was a kind of hope that didn't translate into words. I knew in my heart that eventually something good would have to come out of the countless hours I spent drowning in weariness and tedium. And then finally, one day my glimmer of hope was transfigured into a beam.
Sophomore year I was playing at a soccer tournament with my old team. I was playing a great game even though the score was not reflecting my hard work. Towards the end of the game I jumped up caught the ball landed, my body went one way and my legs went the other, then I fell to the ground. Everyone around me had heard a pop, I knew it was my ACL. From this moment in my soccer career I knew I needed to be determined and to be focused on my recovery in order to get back out there.
Even though I was a newbie and did a lot wrong, that didn’t stop me from wanting to continue. I had natural talent picking up choreography however I was not good in many other fields when it came to this style of dance. Regardless of whether I sucked or looked like trash, I didn’t look at myself as if this was hopeless. Instead I had a base and saw the chance to build from that by continuing to practice and coming back to classes. My growth mindset allowed to discover what turned out to be my
Unable to straighten my leg I became very panicked but my coach assured me that I would be ok. Little did he know that it was going to be a life altering injury. The next day I went to my doctor’s office to get my knee checked out (I was still worried because my knee was still
She began dancing at a very young age when she attended the Judimar School of Dance. She began to believe that she didn’t want to be a dancer being a dancer is something she needed to do. While attending this school she studied both ballet and modern dance. She then attended Fisk University where she studies Psychology for three semesters and then left to return to her hometown to attend the Philadelphia Dance Academy. At the Philadelphia Dance Academy she studied in addition to dance, kinesiology, dance history, and labanotation; which is the structured dance notation.
Make sure you do physical therapy and go slow into your return to sports. If you return too early it will put you at a greater risk for reinjury which could further lead to bad knee problems like osteoarthritis. Osteoarthritis can cause your life to be very
I went through several misdiagnoses before finally being diagnosed with osteoid osteoma, a tumor within the hip socket. Doctors also found that I suffered from femoral acetabular impingement, where the ball did not fit properly into the hip socket causing extreme discomfort and inflammation of the tumor. Both conditions required an invasive hip surgery followed by a year-long recovery. The highly specialized surgery had to take place in at Scottish Rite Children’s Hospital in Dallas, Texas. My family was still living below the poverty line at the time and struggled to raise the funds to transport me to Dallas.
Leading up to this I had thought my knee injuries were over because it
“[My dance instructor] Cindy believed that ballet was richer when it embraced diverse shapes and cultures. There would be times in my career when I would struggle to remember that, but I would eventually come back to that conviction, that the stage on which I performed was brighter for having me, even if some in the audience or dancing beside didn 't always agree” (“Misty Copeland
I was overjoyed, as I had just made the Carmel Select travel lacrosse team, which I had worked tenaciously hard to make during the winter. Throughout this stretch of time however, I was experiencing sharp knee pains in my right knee every so often. After an x-ray of my knee and an MRI, I was officially diagnosed with osteochondritis dissecans. As time went on, more and more plans began to unravel turning an original three-month absence from physical activity, to a yearlong ordeal.
The doctor came in took X-rays and gave me a pain killer. The doctor came back and told me that I had fractured my ankle, but I would not have to get surgery. The doctor and the nurse put a cast that went from my ankle all the way up to my knee. The casts was not a normal cast, you dip it in water and then mold it until it hardens. I waited for it to harden and then it was time to learn how to use crutches.
My ACL Tear Journey At The Hospital A quick turn on a soccer field led me to the worst experience in my life. A while back in my sophomore year I tore my ACL while I was practicing for my first soccer game of the school year. I made a quick turn without positioning my feet correctly on the ground. I thought that I broke my knee, but I never knew that after that day I would have experienced the worst day a month after on February 15th.
Her uncle Redd told her she should go to the audition and do her best. Then after the audition, she was the only one that did not get dismissed. That meant that she was the one that got to go to the summer dance festival! Then during the summer dance festival, she fulfilled her dream to dance in the spotlight as a ballerina. This book shows that even though differences can make us feel ashamed,they can also help you to be special in life.
At the turn of the century, I was born in Montgomery, Alabama. Out of my six siblings, I was the youngest. Being the youngest of six, I naturally grew-up a privileged child. Of all my childhood memories, I most remember dreaming of being a ballerina. I put my dream on standby as I grew up, but my hopes of professionally dancing remained.
With the help of my instructors, I am able to work towards improving elements I have always struggled with, such as balance. Even outside of class, like auditioning for Mesa 's dance concert, I have found that the structure and organization of these auditions has helped prepare me for audition processes in the real world. Picking up and retaining choreography quickly is something I tend to struggle with, but these auditions give me the practice necessary to perform to my greatest ability and figure out methods to be on top of my game. Dance is like therapy to me, and after a long day of work or other classes, it feels comforting to have my dance classes as an outlet to express myself and exert my energy into something positive. On that same note, I have felt overwhelming support from my dance instructors at Mesa.