I 'm 14 years old, By the name of Britney Ann Wilson and I 'm not afraid. I remember my childhood with blood, sweat and tears; a lot of them. The last/best memory I remember is having my first birthday and having everyone there and opening the presents.
On my first birthday I had so many people come because I was so young I didn 't realise that many people cared about me. I guess now growing up I start to realise that things get difficult by the time I was two i started to remember my cousins name, i started to make names for my nanas and I remember that was a very fun year. I turned three and I found out my uncle was having trouble with his girlfriend and she was my god mother so i didn 't know what to think. I found out that they broke up and she was still my god mother so I was fine with it.
By the time I was four, I found out that my mum was thinking of making one of her friends my god mother, i obviously had no say but I was quite happy and I finally didn 't have her as a god mother but we didn 't get her to sign any papers she 's my god mother but not legal god mother.
When I got older it got more difficult more and more, day after day, and all but I did make bad days into one of the best days of the
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But I went and was perfectly fine I went through the day with no worries. Maybe not knowing where the classes where but I got help and made it through the week. By the second week I knew where most of my classes were and i only needed some help. But… Then I met the most amazing girl that was my best friend and still is. Caillie. She was probably the nicest girl she probably was a bit shy but she was so nice to me and we are still friends to today and I 'm really happy I 'm the one who stated our friendship with hi… but we have had our ups and downs, but she 's the nicest person I know she has helped me through so much. I don 't know what I would do without
Growing up as a kid, I was quite the troublemaker. I would do inappropriate things at inappropriate times and it caused me to get in trouble frequently. It didn’t matter whether or not I was in or out of school, I would continue to do obnoxious things. It could range from saying offensive words, physically hurting someone, or having zero consideration for others. At that time I felt like I didn't really know a lot about the world and it caused me to do things and ask questions later.
I have been doing some thinking about our conversation a few days ago and have concluded that I will take you up on the offer! I just sold my old bike and now have some money left over that I can use to pay for those seminars. I am going to see how soon I can get this done, I am going to look at the dates and send my form in. I will keep you posted on the status of things as they get processed.
There were many times where our parents wouldn’t let us hang out with her because they knew that she would do whatever she wanted and they didn’t want us doing that. I wanted to have a sleepover at her house, but I wasn’t allowed because nobody was home and I was 10 years old. My mom quickly took me right back to my house and explained that it wasn’t safe there for us to be on our own. She ended up getting pregnant at 17 and dropped out of high school our senior year.
At this time of year, I begin to look back at my life after 12 hard years of schooling. Throughout the course of my life, there have been many ups and downs, but these up and downs is what made me who I am today. These influences have shaped my values, attitudes and beliefs towards life. There have been many important people and events that has impacted my life. One of which is family and the media.
After the cops showed up at my grandmas’ house, my mom kinda had custody of us. It was only a couple of months that we could stay with her though because getting to school was hard and she still didn’t have a job. After those couple of months passed, she had to tell me something. We were walking home from school and we sat down at the park and talked. She said, “You and your sister will have to go to foster care, but we made sure that you knew your guardian.
So here I was a 9th grade being only 14 taking care of my sister (who is two years younger than me) having no license or anything to help me. I learned to be really independent and caring, also I matured for my age faster than most kids at my age. After my Mina passed away my parents fought worse than ever and seperated and I went and lived with my mom
She understood me and always helped me when I needed it. Well when I was about 8 she died, she was raped and murdered, the judge let them live, only putting them in prison for 5 years. They were now out and living their stupid lives. My father got worse...
I became my mother. I did all of the same patterns, the ones I said I would never have. I was living a miserable existence. I was not living. I was in a constant state of fear, which I expressed through anger, rage and destruction.
I don 't exactly remember the day learned to read, I guess learning to read came hand in hand with learning to write, slowly. I remember having to copy words off of a blackboard onto paper, then re-write those words over and over again until I not only memorized how to write them but also how to pronounce them. I remember every Friday was library day in elementary school and my friends and I would always fight to be first in line to get to the sports section because we never wanted to have to read anything "boring". I enjoy reading for pleasure but I dislike reading for information, most likely because I have a difficult time learning something just by reading it, I am more of a hands on learner.
My mother died when I was very young so there was no one to protect my siblings and me from our dad so he abused us and made us work in the fields(Sullivan 49; Knight 31) I ran away from my dad and an arranged marriage at the age of 16; I dressed as a boy and named myself Franklin Thompson. Then I got a job as a Bible Salesman. Once I earned enough money I moved to the US(Sullivan 50; Knight 31-32). When the war started in 1861 I was 20 years old and I felt a need to help fight in the war. So I enlisted and became a field nurse.
Eventually, she started dating a girl who couldn 't grasp that I was a feminine little beauty queen. She hated that I liked make up and that I wore dresses. She hated that I was a pageant girl, that I played with barbies, and how much I loved my mom. I cried myself to sleep from the loss of mommy love. If I cried too loud, she beat me.
When I turn one me and my family moved to the city of Lippstadt I had to say goodbye to my friends and my grandpa. The Lippe river flowed beyond the large garden in the back of our new house. I took care of the garden they were roses,tulips,and so many daffodils. When was 6 years old, my family moved to a nearby city of bielefeld, that whe and my family entered me into a public school I was so happy that I got to go to school and make new friends ,but a year later I felt uneasy everyone was staring at me ,my friends didn’t talk to me I kept hearing whispers about me and every time I ask what there doing
However, I was also extremely scared. I was thinking about how my classes would go? Are my teachers nice? Am I gonna have classes with my friends? After I ate breakfast, I got in the car with my mom and met up with my best friend Kalliee so we could at least walk in together because we didn 't have any classes together.
I tell myself that she decided to look over me as my angel. I learned in therapy that it did not have anything to do with me. She had a mental illness and could not think rationally. Watching my children grow up, I used to get very angry at her. I could not imagine leaving them, regardless of my despair.
My mom, my sweet, gentle mom. My mom is like my sister, we love to talk about juicy stuff and love to share with each other what we did during the day. I don 't like to imagine myself without her because she is basically my life. She is caring and kind and always have a smile on her face when she sees me. When I say her name I get a picture of her in my mind.